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f it

2009-03-13T20:31:00.000+08:00

Screw u and ur passifist nature. U arogent SOB. Friends? I've tryed. I've tryed my best wth. I don't see how u c keep anyone around u. Bunch of spineless drones. All u do bitch about everything. Nothing ever constructive. I hate ur hate.

productive

2009-03-11T16:03:00.001+08:00

Went swimming. LOL atleast I'm getting some excercise. So for now Friday is swimming day. We added some dumb rules to follow so these are the following.

1. Every week is 1 more lap then last week. Meaning if u did 6 laps today nxt week u do 7

2. Swim at the pace of the slowest swimming. No lapping anyone

3. When the group has reached it's target goal. U may vote to continue and do adisional laps if there is a majority vote.

4. If the question 'how many laps have we done?' is asked it's the lowest value answer that is taken in to account.

For now that's it but there was a new rule added today where laps must be compleated in 1 sitting. As in no resting at every 50m (btw it's a 50m pool)

Neways that's all that's been other then that I did 2 massive loads of laundry yesterday and for some strange reason folded all my clothes which I have never done in my whole life. It looked damn neat though. So yes. I'm damn impressed of myself. Newys changed all my linin. Oh wait. Laundry was a fail coz.

I MISSED WASHING 1 FREAKIN SOCK!

FAIL!

Arrggghhh. Bah. Neways I guess it shall be washed in the nxt cycle

Side notes, found 3 hornets flying around my room plus 1 more in the bathroom and 1 massive moth and a little fly aolriund the appartment. So yes. I'm never opening my window ever again. Btw photos are on facebook if u want to see so yea.

Newys should be going with the bunch to watch watchmen later so yea. Best be off.

Laters

productive

2009-03-11T16:03:00.000+08:00

k finished

2009-03-11T15:47:00.000+08:00

K fininished that presentation I spoke of earlyer. Today has been somewhat of a fail. Didn't go to class by the time I was done with made no sense to go coz I wouldn't make it in time anyway. Agh but I did get it done. Now I got 9 pages of cubes to draw 27 model boxs to make n 3 chess consepts to research. Oh yay! Other then that I got Sydney tickets to book n my laptop to clear coz I for some reason managed to pack the laptop and the 500g HD. Bah I horde waybto much stuff. Newys dinner awaits.

Laters

pro-crass-tea-nae-e-shion

2009-03-11T00:03:00.000+08:00

Woooohh got an iPhone. N randomly found a blogging app. Ao does this mean I'll update thingie. Maybe. LOL not that anyone reads this besides hubi that I know of. Neways I got a presentation in 5 hrs that if just been starring at n postphoned doing for like a whole week. Kicking myself for not having atleast attempted to do any of it earlier. Idiot. Bah n now it's 3am n I'm procestinating on my freakin phone. Tarded. So yes I better get on this

Laters

2008-07-24T09:21:00.001+08:00

2008-07-18T12:50:00.002+08:00

kk i'm now at mt.buller SNOWBOARDING!! wahhh.. first time i've seen snow so yess.. freaking out a little over here

oh yes.s. here with jade dave and gary

neways this is mad.. gtg

LATERS you snowless sad sad ppl... muahhahhahaha

2008-07-03T12:28:00.002+08:00

ok a fellow classmate just says to me "i like your hair now" which i take as a compliment so yes.. ++ then its follwed with a "its cute" +++ then finshed with a "you look like a orange"

... ok then... what the....

side notes the girl's name is orange.. so yess.. very confuzzling indeed

2008-05-19T07:22:00.001+08:00

hurm.. gonna try to update much more regulary. atlest more regulary then the once every few months its been of recent... anyways.. at school atm... i'm actually early for class... yes... what the???

but yes.. nothign much been happening... relise i've been cooking alot recently.. so yess... maybe i should change course?? lol... relis gonna freak if they hear that... anyways... bahhh.. i better head off before i become late... lol..

laters all

-ivan

2008-05-15T09:36:00.002+08:00

so tired.. need sleep... wth works pilling up... somehow or other still seem to procrastinate.. wth... i'm an idiot... hurmz... nearly strated crying yesterday... stayed up all night coz i was finishing an assignment due that morning... finished at 6-7am.. so yess.. if i went to sleep then i wouldn't have woken up so yess.. stayed up and zombieed my way all the way to phrahan from hawthorn (45-1hr away) rocked up at my class.. wondered where everyone was... knocked on the office and asked... ....

i have no class.. .... ...

apparently this week i dont have this class coz i'm supposed to go vist an exibishion of my own choice.......

*sob

damnit i need a hug..

2008-04-21T14:01:00.002+08:00

in class just stuffed up and ate my words on a website presentation.. oh wells.. at least the site doesnt look like a fake cd-key / porn website

side notes the ppl at res just started playing dota. lol oh wells they've become quite obsessed. made a decision not to play for the nxt 2 days... then one of my friends parents came to visit and brought his playstation so yess.. its been guitar hero madness in my room coz i got a tv... so yes thus explains the change in blog song... ITS STUCK IN MY HEAD!

mom just came to vist with the gramps.. lol he's so cute walking around with his little cap and backpack looking like a primary school kid.. well yes went to see the penguins... OMG THEY'RE SO SMALL! and i love how they have to rest after walking every few meters... lol

anyways travel notes coz i think my mid sem break is from like 3rd june till the 20 something of june so yeaa... clashes with the perthies exam times so makes no sense to go vist them then.. so yes thus i mite then just be going back to sg to suss out my room and well yea vist...

anyways everythings been going on ok over here... i guess.. currently waiting for accommodation confirmation to move out of the res and in to unilodge accross the street.. coz yess... INTERNET!! OMG!! 100 for 2 gig YOU WANT TO KILL ME IS IT?!? well yes its cheaper over there aswell...

anways class is finishing so i guess i shall be off... miss you all!

-ivan

2008-02-26T08:26:00.002+08:00

as always i shall begin with "haven't updated in a while.. " NOT that that wasn't obvious enough already... anyways where to begin

currently at ma nu school hanging in the cafe typing in the corner being the little nerd mac boy in the corner.... lifes been interesting fell asleep in my last lecture... really hope that this an't gonna be another habbit.... note to self sleep earlier.... A LOT EARLIER!!! baahhh... well yes school is about a 15min train ride from where i stay have to change trains though but it an't that bad... then its a 5 min walk from the station to school so yeaa... alls fine and dandy i suppose...

staying at the student residences.... where the white man outnumber us 4 to 1 i think... and the few of us... by us i mean those of the asian ethnicity.. well yess a quite bunch they are but they're warming up... [tried playing 1 leg hopping tag after extencive card game session : results realiseing that tag is hard enuff to play already without the 1 leg hopping thingie.. oh and one of the guys had to flush himself down the toilet (stand in the toilet and flush)] been hanging with the white ppl mostly funny bunch they are... currently the token asian dude.... so yeaa the group photos have been looking really strange... well me felling really extra in them.. but yess.. been fun.... photos are up on facebook if you guys can be bothered browsing... THEY DONT SLEEP!!! lol and drink like theres no tmr... drank with them yesterday i think... that was the most i've had stopped before it got too outta hand though took all my concentration not to stack it... oh wells.. not so sure what i'm gonna do about the moving thingie.. coz originally i only planned to stay here long enuff to find my own place.. but yeaa.. besides the internet thats costing a arm and a leg... and other assorted appendages i really dont have much qualms.. *sigh

ANYWAYS!

Gonna buy new shoes today! i think... if i make it to the shop on time... yea ordered them in.. been looking for them for ages... GLOBES.... nice nice... more about them after i get them i surppose

getting a fridge coz well.. I NEED TO KEEP FOOD IN IT.... been setting up my room... its in slight chaos atm coz i thought i lost 500 bucks so i ransacked the whole room later to find it that i kept it in my cell box on my shelf.. damnit keep hiding stuff from myself..

well thats all that i can recall thats been happening of late so yeaa... guess i shall sign off

laters

2008-02-08T18:28:00.000+08:00

SQ 0227

9:00pm Sun, Feb 10

TERMINAL 3

2007-12-17T01:38:00.000+08:00

in to the sea i cast my thoughts

dreading the weather awaits

cant constant waves be calm with light sunny days

keep fateful clouds asunder

wish company would follow

foreboding reach for glimmer

wavering hope i glance ashore

as distant land approaches

2007-11-23T01:27:00.000+08:00

You are my freedom

Jesus You're the reason

2007-11-18T01:11:00.000+08:00

ok its been way too long... so yess heres the low down...

i'm going to melb in feb.. yes not perth... dont ask... coz well i'm kinda bummed out about it aswells... perth dont got the course that i'm doing... that being industrial design... dont ask what that is.. coz honestly i dont reli get it either.. but yess.. the aspect of designing furniture is in there.. anyways i'm currently applying for student housing.. and should be staying in hawthorn.. i think thats how you spell it..

next... i have passed my open water diving course so yess.. now i'm a certified scuba diver with NAUI

caught the Linkin Park concert [thanks alvin]

oh crap.. messed up there.. in melbourne i shall be at swinburne...

currently working part time at the 2am desert bar @ hollandv www.2amdesertbar.com

and looking for a day job doing retail or some sort... oh and bry works with me at 2am but yess hush hush....

other then that doing apsolutly jack all.. even my anime is boring me.. so yess.. its getting bad...

randomly swiming.. waiting for sss camp nov30-3dec / chia fam hols 13-23dec

the return arrival of hubi/joy/corrie/vino/aims/dru/ken/ben/hui/cory/crys/aaron/and other assorted ppl who i have forgotten temporary due to me being damn tired.. so yess..

and well i was gonna post something last month but well i clicked the create new post thingie.. and well it took forever to load and well i just couldnt be bothered waiting so yess.. thats why that didnt happen..

apologies for the unformattedness of this post.. seems worse then normal.. bahh anyways if you were looking for something nice and pretty to read coming here would have been just a dumb idea.. oh wells.. laters

2007-09-29T17:11:00.000+08:00

if maturity is knowing you were an idiot in the past,

then wisdom is knowing that you'll be an idiot in the future and

common sense is knowing that you should try not to be an idiot now

i don't think i got much of the latter

2007-09-20T19:56:00.000+08:00

as i sit here typing.. hubis been bitching that i havnt updated.. and well i havnt and i know so its not like hubi bought new news to me.. oh wells.. sitting here i just got my wisdoms removed [!@#$%^&*] they hurt like hell.. both bottom ones.. my petite usual dentist was at the clinic.. she wanted to see how the dental surgeon was gonna get them out for me and wanted to see the a cavity that she needs to fill in later.. so oh wells.. this basically was like a practical lesson for her... so yess.. as the surgeon is looking at the x-rays.. wait a sec.. speeking of x-rays.. the like ct roming machiene coulndt be used for me to well imiage my teeth coz well.. firstly apparently my shoulders are too broad.. lol.. i found that kinda funni.. but not when because that didnt work they had to stick like plastic films in my mouth.. and well they had to realy jam it in there coz well the wisdom teeth were all at the back.. so yess.. that sucked.. and hurt quite a bit.. had to fight my gag reflex.. so yess.. anyways x-rays done.. then well over hearing the surgeon talking to my dentist about the scans.. pretty much that my wisdoms are very deep.. gg.... that they are curved... gg... in the worse direction...gg so basicly they are kinda hooked in to my jaw... LOVELY.. well yess.. the injecting of anesthetic... not cool.. somehow or other whilist like he cliped a nerve and well.. there were sparks running up my toung.. and i dont mean like nice soft like little sparks btw.. i mean like it felt like the dude was trying to electicute me from the inside.. bahh.. anyways.. after which i'm like having palpertations... and soo feeling like i'm about to puke.. and the dude is like telling me i cant be coughing like that during the proceedure coz theres gonna be cutting instraments in my mouth going at high speeds.. bah anyways i calm down and we start the thing.. and well my left was like going ok besides both of my teeth being reli close to the nerve.. and well my teeth are like harder then normal so hes having a real hard time breaking bits of it off.. and i'm pretty much geting a naration of everything hes doing coz hes explaining it to my dentist.. anyways.. oh and how he likes to say.. how everything is complicated and not favourabe was just well.. not cool?... bahh anyways 1 down 1 to go... well this one turned out to be a whole lot more complicated then the other one.. and well hes telling her that..and i'm laying there thinking.. oh yay.. bahh neways i kept my self entertained by randomly humming and occasionaly talkign to them.. bahh one of the worse things is coz the sucktion tube thingie happened to be like hovering above my line of sight.. and well its transparent.. so yess. .i can see all the blood bits and pieces passing through... not cool.. bahh.. lol oh and he says to her "this is a good example of the worse case scenario" thanks matey.. oh wells.. atleast i'mn alive and well notings swalon.. and well it justs hurts to spit n stuff.. and well it feels liek i've been in a brawl and got the shit kicked outa me and they stole my teeth as a trophy.. bah.. mouth is full of blood but i cant taste it.. just tastes like spit.. bahhh.. not cool.. oh and aaron called me the other day to ask me am i excited to laed worship this sunday.. so yess.. NO I DONT THINK SO.. aside from the pain been trying to watch movies in my room to keep me distracted and well.. its not exactly working.. doesnt help that the only icepack in the house is punctured... bahh..

well yess.. side notes.. borrowed my godmotheres car to send something to the directer of YFC menmar at some church in commenwelth.. its a merc.. so yess. first time driving a merc.. and well .. now i cant blame hubi that much for being a noob driver.. wth theres so many auto systems in that car that its damn confuseing... well not reli the driving part besides that the wheels a bit heavyer and well starting and parking the car are confuseing coz well i have to sit there and think about what i'm doing before anything coz theres all this stuff i need to disengage..

bahh i think thats all i can think about writeing and well my face hurts atm and the painkillers an't kicking in so yess.. GG..

2007-08-20T02:32:00.000+08:00

coz your all i want.. your all i need... everything... everything

2007-07-26T22:55:00.000+08:00

ok i kinda gagged when i first saw this.. not that its that funni or has the extreme eww factor.. just well i wasn't expecting it.. lol.. well yess.. and neways it explains why i get the front seat in hubis car..

speaking of the hubi his in thailand.. with his ermz.. army dudes.. and well the tool didnt think of calling to inform me or his parents that he arrived there safely and didnt even bother to turn on his cell but on the ther hand desided to use a thai number.. so pretty much the situtaion is hubis left on a plan to thailand no one knows if he landed and his cells off.. IDIOT! his mother calls me asking "excuse me where is your friend ah?!!" then i'm like wth he didnt tlel them he was going to thai? after all is cleared up apparently theres alike riots in thailand now and well mother me and well a whole lota other ppl are wondering if hubis still alive..

coz i cant reach him i need to figure out how to reach one of the other dudes he's with.. bahh.. well i know he's corries friend but theres a slight problem with corrie being ON SOME RANDOM BACKPACKING TRIP! and yess.. thus uncontactable.. damnit.. neways on a hunch i thought the rest of the VJ ppl mite know him.. i i end up calling rau cho and crystal.. coz well they are the ppl in sg.. and finali reach crystal.. but ermz.. yess. shes in melbourne... oh dear.. but yes.. kinda lucky coz she happen to be visting dawn there and she knows the dude so yess.. i got the number.. !!!

i call and call and call no one picks up!! arrrh.. i end up sending a msg to the number saying that i need to talk to hubert urgently and like 10 mins later i get a call and its hubi yelling at me.. yes.. YELLING AT ME!! WTHHH WTHHHH BITCH!! arrhh.. some times he can be such an arse.. but yess.. neways all's settled and i tell his mother that hes fine and that i've spoken to him.. and yess she then scolds me to scold him for not callling... bahh.. i soo get the short end of the stick.. damnit!! bahh.. anyways the whole ordeal is over after being totali told off by the CHEO's from all sides.. bahh

anyways.. theres alota other stuff on my mind right now so yeaa.. i cant think.. bahh laters ppl

2007-07-19T01:39:00.000+08:00

well yesss.. as some of you may have heard.. yes.. i am in hospital.. well now dont all go panicking just yet.. ermz.. lets exlain what happened... erm.. so where shall i start...

ermz.. at home on monday night after having dinner with spammers hubi and bry.. watched shaun of the dead coz my brother's been pestering me to watch it for ages.. its the same peeps from hot fuzz which i recommend if you tend to like random english action comedies.. anyways i finished watching the movie then kinda half fell asleep on my bed.. where i was woken up to the noise of my brother in the shower.. so yess.. ermz.. relising that i havtn had a shower yet aswell.. so took one after he got out...

thats kinda where everything started to happen..felt like quezzy? if thats even a word.. well thought i mite need to go to the toilet but yess.. nothings happening.. so bahh i give up go get changed and get in to bed where like the stomach started to hurt quite badly and my back aswell..

left side felt like i had 2 knifes stuck in to me front and back seeing as normali i do have back pain i kinda just like ignored it for like a while.. bt it wasnt getting any better and it was starting to get worse.. hurmz... we yes after about 5 mins of trying to get to sleep with stabbing pain i give up and kinda freak out coz well its not the usaual pain and well it just didnt feel the same and well thoughts of my abdomen exploding and hubi giveing a reli lame speach at my funeral.. i gave up and knocked on my moms room door to get her to drive me to the hospital after much deliberation over if i should just drive myself coz well its 3am in the morning.. but yess.. didnt think it was a good idea..

so anyways mom gets dressed.. and brother starts kinda like bringing me clothes like heres a jacket coz it'll be cold.. ermz.. and like finding random things that i would need on the trip to hospital.. bahh i get to gleneagles.. and wait around for a bit coz i was second in line.. all this time having an inkling that if i just had a giant sharp pointy object and stabed it to my back i honestly think it would have relived some of the pain..

anyways the doc sees me and says that its most likely a kidney stone.. so yess... mom says that dad had it before so yes. i blame him.. lol... ermz i get a needle in my butt to relive the pain which i was very thankful for... and well coz they cant run any more test at 4am in the morning i get warded so as to get all the tests done in the morning..

hurmz.. well long story short i've been here since Tuesday morning and its thursday morning now moms been hanging around bro pops in once in a while adam arron came with today and adam as always stole my food.. so yess. half a fruit tart gone.. lol arron soo scared the crap outa me on weds i turned while sleeping and hes just sitting there.. gave me a massive shock.. hubi and bry came buy to look through photos that my mom was putting in an album to pass the time.. ermz.. and jane joan noel and tim soh poped by a few hours ago to say hi.. joans like half falling asleep on the couch.. lol

but yes.. to all that have been praying for me and msgin and whatever else.. thanks.. i feel so loved.. lol.. oh wells.. i best be getting to sleep... oh and yea.. the head nurse here is HOTT..

laters!

2007-07-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

damnit.. some times life throws you something unexpected.. lol

anyways ermz.. spammers is here.. lol shes damn awesome to hang with.. and has some of the dumbest stories.. lol.. oh wells.. was fun to catch up...

argg hubi is leaving in well its damn soon so yess.. i donno... trying to figure out his farewell...
other then that means he needs his comp back which i dont think will last very long coz yes.. its spazzing..

jade and esther were here like a few weeks back.. lol was nice to catch up again.. lol felt a bit closer to home i guess..

started to plan my clearing.. lol my officer was looking at the off and was like ermz.. you could have started clearing the end of last month.. so yess.. lol i guess i'm an idiot.. bahh anywayts its damn confusing trying to tabulate my off coz well i got slack along the way and forgot to write any of it down and thus having to cross reference everything from like 4 differnt documents.. and i like i can figure out the dates but not the like reasons why i stayed back.. so yes.. kinda having to wing it and hope all is fine and dandy..

ermz.. yes studies need to figure this out so yess.. hopefully i shall be able to get down to the aus study center before the end of the month to figure out what i'm doing.. but yes if all goes as planed i should be back in perth nxt year... but yes.. if kenny gets his exchange the tool is gonna be gone for like the first 5 months of the year so yes... SIF!!!

cant reali think of anything else atm.. so yess.. i shall sign off again.. laters peeps...

ROFL

2007-07-04T12:57:00.000+08:00

BAHHAHAHHAHAhahhahah.. hubi just had a sex-ed talk with his dad.. rofl... damn tarded.. you should hear what his dad said so yess.. go check out his blog at

hubi's blog -

rofl.. this is classic..

*side note* TRANSFORMERS WAS AWESOME! take that madeleine!

numb..

2007-06-28T12:16:00.000+08:00

bahh... well i'm a little less peeved now coz well.. time has past.. slept it off..

ever had that feeling you just can't take anymore shit.. and just want to roll over and die... bahh.. anyways... cant be stuff trying to organize stuff no more.. gzz.. mostly everything screws up.. everytime you ask for attendance ppl just ask who else is going and well.. HOW THE HELL WOULD I KNOW!?!??! and what i'm gonna spent the nxt 2 hours msging everyone whos goin is it??? gzz.. a simple yes or no would suffice... gzz... anyways.. something along these lines happened yesterday.. cheesed of that the plans were for dinner at 8... but i meet them at 715 and they are eating dinner somwhere else... WTH?!? secondly after that its like 730.. and so heading to the place would be the nxt thing on the list.. butt nnoooooo... we need to go to taka to buy some chocolate thingie.. fine finee.. damnit no one listens.. when we get there... OOOooo look sale... walk in to shop at 8 and spend another 15++ mins in there.. mean while other parties already waiting... calling me and pissed off.. HOW IS THIS MY FALT!?!?! bahh.. no offence guys but sometimes i reli think my friends are jackarses.. someones advice is to just chill.. wth CHILL?!?!? we're supposed to be there at 8 and you walk in to a shop to window shop at 8?!?!? bahh should get shot.. bahh.. still have the the audacity to say its the other guys falt for going ahead and meeting us there.. ON TIME.. bahh.. other then that ppl tryin to laugh it off.. gzz.. but yess.. and i get the crap for it.. coz yess.. and at 815 say mann i dont feel like going.. FREAKING HELL MAKE UP YOUR BLODDY MINDS.. .. gzz... just so frustrating.. and its like nothing to do with me and everything at the same time.. my cousins bar.. so i cant be a no show.. my best friend.. he's pissed off.. obviously gonna be pissed at me.. bahh.. just feel like not bothering anymore...

anyways apology's for putin you through all that bitching..

nothing in particular

2007-06-24T17:21:00.000+08:00

at church atm... it was peacefull untill mark seow just came in and is bashing the piano and well the singing... other then that i think nicky is mounting me... so yess.... SOOOO sus... lol

neways havnt been here in ages... ppl have been pestering me to blog so yess. things that have happened to me of late...

church camp.. lol was coolies... got to know a whole lot of ppl that i had only reli just randomly seen around before... as always shared the room with hubi.. felt like boarding again.. *sigh brings back memories.. hurmz.. shite things that happened though was well the lift in the building kept breaking down and stopping on the 11th floor for some odd creepy reason... and yes...

LOST MY NEW PORTABLE HARD-DRIVE... arrgggg.. i dont even know what to feel...

2007-06-03T04:39:00.000+08:00

greetings!! well yes havent been here in a while have i? hurmz.. well hubis trying to sleep behind me.. and well this keyboard an't exactly very quiet.. so yess... ermz.. still alive.. learning keys atm.. well scales anyway.. according to hubi you dont need to so yess.. now questioning what i've been doing then.. well i got C F G down... so yess.. ermz.. relised that i can do alota things as long as i put my mind to it.. theres this song by john mayer "comfortable" and well hubi was like LEARN IT AND TEACH ME YOU BASTARD...and so yess.. i was up to wee hours of the nights 4 nights exactly trying to figure it out and well.. i kinda have it down now.. but yess.. when i first looked at it i was like wth... WTH?? bahh john mayer songs have such munted chords... the dude must make everything sooo complicated.. bahh... neways i need to plan my clearing coz well.. i should be clearing like now... now now.. so yess a bit late.. other then that.. need to head down to auz study and check up on studies... hubis going in aug to the LA and is gonnna come back fat.. YES HE WILL!!! damnit... *waves fist* damn him and his mo-ta-bue-lism [wow that looks sooo bad] ermz.. church camp is in 2 weeks.. and ermz.. i think hubi and gabe plan to take a trip down to hk after then.. so yess. thinking of going.. damnit i need MONEY!!! solo gabe and hubi owes me cash.. grrrrrrr... yes hubi owes me cash.. yes wth??? well hes got his plastic.. but when he cant use his plastic i have to pay first coz he doesn't carry no more real money... which then brings me to wonder why his damn wallet is soo fatt.. bahh... oh wells.. i best be off.. need to wake up for church tml.. which is in ermz.. is in 4hours and 10minutes... yikes.. well yess best be off boys n girls...

-ivan

2007-05-10T21:48:00.000+08:00

well i cant think... life's a blur works been draining of late.. and i still need to get down and figure out how i'm gonna clear.. let alone figure out what i'm dong after i ord.. hubis back nxt week.. prolls gonna hit me coz i havnt replied his slightly homosexual emails.. but yess.. below is an example of what would happen if i didnt have the net.. i think i'm way to attached to this computer.. i should go do my qt..

btw i miss you.. [damnit]

the internet is down

I'M NOT GETTING ANY PACKETS!
WHERE ARE MY DAMN PACKETS!
rofl i was yelling this in my head for ages

Mario getting high on musrooms

hehe i love it when he disapears down the sink

australian chic - respect

2007-05-01T23:05:00.000+08:00

damnit a friend from camp just asked me if i wanted to go to perth.. and i'm like er?? coz apparently SIA is having some anniversary thingie and yeaa.. so like the tix cost 60 bucks or something with tax thats like ermz.. apparently 300 or something.. so yess.. damnit i want to go!!! and why can't i!?!? on another note today i was hanging with cho jme n debs in the city and there was this porshe i think and well there were some random ppl standing around taking pictures with it and debs dared me to go up to them and say something along the lines of "you mind that's my car" and i couldn't do it? then she said i wouldn't have to pay her back for the spidey tix.. and i still couldn't do it?!?! thats like 30 bucks.. coz me jme n cho.. wthh I COULDN'T DO THAT FOR 30 BUCKS!??! what has happened to me?!?!? and this perth thingie.. why!!?!? i feel some how i have betrayed myself.. damnitt.. what has happened to me??? hurmz.. i wonder if this change is for the best.. but none the less i miss my old self i think.. *sigh* [quote from ian talking about everyone's blog in general "wahh so emo"]

ermz.. spidey3 was coolies they rushed some stories so it felt a bit random like ermz.. i don't really know how to explain that comment but you'll see when you watch the show.. [spoiler] MAN I CAN'T BELIEVE HE DIES! [end spoiler] bahh oh wells.. other than that it was a pretty wicked show.. just wish they made it longer...

ermz.. solos in taiwan and bitching to me about it on sms.. and getting me to deliver mail to some ppl from him.. for him.. so yess... apart from his parents hating me i don't see how getting the letters from underneath his laptop... in his room.. in his house... where his parents live.. is going to have any problems.. gzz...

leading YA this week well worship that is.. its always this part that gets me.. song choosing.. i guess i miss the old days where the WL would chose and well i just follow.. but yess.. got to step up and rise to the occasion.. [i so spelt that wrong..*sigh] nways as scary as aaron is without his constant pokes and questions i think i would be left leaving everything to the last min and well yess.. everything would be left in shambles.. so yess.. thinking of mentors, hocks gave me a call the other day.. dunno was just nice to hear his voice i guess.. [this sounds a bit gay.. *shudder*] but yess.. kinda just told him what's been happening and so on and so forth but yeaa.. i cant really remember specifics of what we spoke of but i just remember feeling really reassured.. oh wells.. can't help but to feel grateful i guess.. wish i thought like that more often.. oh and was really nice to hear how much fyre youth has grown since i've been away.. always encouraging to see.. and makes me want to fight harder for the youth here..

neways i better go need to get those songs chosen or i'm gonna get an earful

lay-tas

-ivan

erm.. RIPS FROM KENNY'S BLOG [Check it out ----> link].. because they are awesome.. especially the last one [reference to 'her TRUE form']

Judgmental Santa

her TRUE form

ROFL.. SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME THATS FLIC
ROFL!!

self explainitory

2007-05-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

BHAHAHAHAHAHA
well yess i got this from corrie..
priceless..

2007-04-25T00:36:00.000+08:00

when you stand the tall trees and mountains bow,

when you speak the fiercest of oceans is still,

and i see the sinner seek devotion,

the lost become chosen and i fall to my knees.

i fall to my knees.

2007-04-23T01:01:00.000+08:00

lol easter production at CHC spoof of the tokyo drift song aka.

"fast n prayer! pray pray pray!"

oh btw the dude in green is my brother so yess.. lol *shake head*

2007-04-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

neways my other half is in the US.. homesick.. lol oh wells.. nothing to do here.. been busy catching up on all the stuff that i have been putting off for ages.. so yess.. managed to count all my off and its like 43 days from when i started NS to nov last year.. hurmz.. i'm gonna have to go look for all the attendence books from dec last year onwards.. oh wells.. the reality that i'm gonna ORD soon is kinda setting in.. and i reli need to sort out my studies.. hurmz.. erm.. i got an ORD project i have to design the renovation of the HQ Auditorium.. mad work i'm actuli having to dig up all my highschool stuff to rmb how to even use a ruler.. dear dear.. neways i pretty much can clear from june.. and i still dont have a replacement.. so yess... they are sooo screwed!!! bahh.. and they know it gzz.. and i konw i wont be here when it happens but i donno i dont like leaving it all to shit.. *sigh.. replacement hunt.. coz the last guy i tried to get transfered moved to hazmat.. the dumb thing is he wanted to transfer to Tech and the AC wanted him to but then everythign fell thru.. *sigh.. oh wells..

neways i'm reli distracted right now so yes i shall end this here gzz...

THIS IS MUSHROOM KINGDOM!

2007-04-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

Heal my heart and make it clean

Open up my eyes to the things unseen

Show me how to love like you have loved me

Break my heart for what is yours

Everything I am for your kingdom's cause

As I walk from earth into eternity

2007-04-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

i hate waiting for it to rain.. i hate waiting for it to stop raining... i hate having to run around in circles killing all these damn monsters that won't stay dead... i hate your uber hp and your 1 hit instant kills.. n i hate this lousy reward you gave me for doing all it...

on another note...

now thats a house *nod nod*

ps . WATCH SHOOTER!

flashed..

2007-04-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

well its 0011 in the morning n i havnt eaten dinner.. hurmz... spent the time from 6-11 waiting for my brother to finish his prac/performance/meeting.. and later he calls me and says he doesnt need a ride back... ..... .... ..... ..... ...... .....

time spent running around Ivalice mark hunting.. spent about an hour trying to find and kill one.. first i'm running around the wrong area.. then finding out later on that it was the right area after going to another one... then going back finding that its still not there.. then thinking to myself WTH!!?? then reading the guide find out that it only comes out during a damn blizzard.. idiots.. ohh and finding out that if i walk though a certian area that the blizzard becomes no more.. bahh.. neways i find the massive thing.. and its like totali unkillable.. wthhh!!! end up resorting to some cheap strats by hiding in some little nook in the map that he cant get in coz he's too damn fat.. so he has to cast stuff to kill us so yess.. reflectga and nukeing myself and slowly eating away at its hp... this took ages btw coz yes.. he happened to have alota hp....

neways as i head home from hubis place.. i'm so stoned.. and i run a red light.. the dumbarse thing is that i knew it was red.. coz in my head i'm thinking.. redlight camaras.. redlight..

FLASH......... FLASH.........

i'm an idiot.. so yess.. currently extreamly pissed but i'm not showing it coz yess.. its not like i can do anything about it now.. i want to split in to 2 and look at myself and just shake my head..

on other notes.. i spent the most part of today thinking it was sunday... damnit.. NS has made me stupid.. *sob

2007-04-02T00:44:00.000+08:00

hosanna - all of the above - united live

love the bridge

- open up my eyes to the things unseen -

- everything i am for your kingdoms cause -

2007-04-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

wow somtimes reality really does suck...

on other notes to all BFEC peeps go check out the YA notice board.. feat. my oh so proper cell leader and our beloved jonny cho

i hate you hansolo

2007-03-19T21:35:00.000+08:00

well yess.. i'm sick.. again!!! wthh... my nose won't stop running and well i feel like i'm choking half the time... bahh..

well yess normally i'm not one to get sick... hurmz.. wait erm.. rephrase that... not one to get sick without advanced notice... like well i know a few days before that i'm gonna get sick soon.. but don't do anything about it.. and hence yes.. i think you get the picture.. but yess

anyways today i rock up at camp after sending the car to the shop.. coz it needed new parts... and yess.. i end up in the conference.. and yess.. my nose just starts running and running.. wthhhhh annoying!! bahhh.. my nose is so red now from blowing it all day.. and like bahh the camp MO is a retard... yes but i can't be stuffed getting into that right now.. bloody condescending pompous bastard... bahh...

crap where was i... oh yess.. neways since i had already finished up all that i needed to do by 5 i asked to get let off early since i needed to pick up the car as well.. n they close at 1830.. btw camp offically finishes at 1800.. n the workshop is in queens... that's near my house.. kinda... which means not near camp.. so yess.. neways APPROVED! muhaha... hurmz.. ok it happens a lot.. bahh neways on my way back hansolo calls asking if i wanted to do anything tonight coz well he's got half day off... bahhh i tell him to ring me when i get home...

neways after i pick up the car.. drive home.. take a shower.. blah blah blah.. yes he calls n i kinda tell him about my crappy day.. n yess.. he mentions that he might have passsed it to me... (i pause to think about the proposal) DAMNIT!!! he did!!! coz the whole weekend he was with me in the car at my place... and his nose was running.. the idiot infected me!!!! so yess... in ending...

I HATE YOU HANSOLO!

-ivan

OOooo

2007-02-27T00:21:00.000+08:00

well yess.. check out the new template!!! cool huh.. lol i realise there's way too many ppl with access to this blog.. hurmz.. i should change my password as well.. hurmz..

anyways hubi in all his ORD'ed bordem changed my template yet again for me... and chucked a song there.. coolies!!! btw don't tell corrie but me and hubi been learning the song.. n it's working out pretty well.. except that there's some parts where he's talking so fast that i can't get the timing right to fit it all in .. oh but at least i'm not yelling 'SHIT!' after i stuff up words in the same key as the song.. lol hubi sounds quite funny at such a high pitch.. oh wells.. neways yes.. don't tell her.. she'll flip!

neways hurmz.. i can't even rmb when was the last time i blogged.. hurmz.. ohh kenny's left... *sob.. and left 1 shirt.. and his stewie [i think i just spelt that wrong] boxers.. so yess.. the room feels kinda empty.. but i guess i get my bed back so there's a plus side..

got to catch up with the little sis.. who's not so little no more.. kinda scary.. but yess.. it meant alot coz well we don't really get the chance to talk no more...

joy's left as well.. after all the random vids uploaded to youtube.. lol *sigh all the perthies have gone back.. wait.. plus side for joy.. i don't need to drive all the way to punggol to send her home.. rofl.. JOY YOU LIVE IN THE STICKS!

heroes has gotten a bit nuts lately [spoiler alert] male version rouge stops tazers with his mind and then flys away.. gzz.. he learns quickly now doesn't he... on another note doesn't the weird bald guy nullify powers.. so how did that work.. and another question wouldn't he then absorb the nullifying power and thus become useless.. lol bah.. makes no sense

just came back from a movie with hubi... the fountain... interesting.. for the whole damn show i was like who the hell is this actor dude!!!! coz he looks damn familier... and only at the last part where he starts kinda regening.. and healing himself i realised!!! IT'S WOLVERINE! lol Hugh Jackman.. bahh.. hurmz.. anyways it was an odd show.. something i think made you think more.. and well.. yes.. i can't be bothered so yesss..

btw i think i just changed my font.. but i don't know how i did it and can't really be stuffed figuring it out. so thus can't change it back so yess.. DEAL WITH IT!

ohhh ermz.. for those of you who don't know i kinda stuffed up my knee.. and yess. i was in a wheelchair.. and it was AWESOME!! well the wheelchair was.. not the demeted knee.. anyways.. what happened was ermz... cny visting hansolo's house... i'm not blaming cho here.. but yess.. cho was mucking around with the pull-up bar.. you know those ones you like put in your door frame.. anyways... i pull 1... 2... 3 and BANG.. the bar comes down.. n well i landed on the marble floor with all my weight on my right knee.. yess. it hurt... it hurt alot.. lol anyways as i am writhing in my pain.. jocelyn chen such the sweet girl.. asks me "are you all right?" n i'm thinking erm... no... and its comboed with "would you like some water?" sorry but it might sound really mean but.. HOW WOULD WATER HELP IN THIS SITUATION?!.. lol neways i found this more funny then anything.. notes.. she's a very nice girl.. so yess. this is in no way meant to ermz.. bahh.. crap neways i hope you guys get the picture..

hurmz.. forgetton what to talk about.. OH my 21st!!! lol hurmz.. crap it was kinda a while ago.. but yes the excitement has kinda fade-ed so yess... but it was way cooler then i thought it would be.. lol it cost a bucket-load so yes cheers to all who came sent their wishes.. ermz.. and yea... man that sucked as a thanks..

neways as always photos will be up when they are up so yess... i shall keep you posted in the mean time erm.. go check out random vids i uploaded on youtube at [t71pl3h3l1x] -link

oh i saw beastie boys live with bry joy n my bro.. they are nuts! actually their drunk friend was a bit more nuttier but oh wells.. story's for another day..

out

ps hubi: XiaoQiang~ XiaoQiang~ ni bu nng si le!

- Thank Me Again! -

2007-02-25T15:32:00.000+08:00

I thought this skin hell suited you!

Too "BIG" To Go Unnoticed~
*Thats what she said....IN MY PANTS*

And I got the music back!!! I DEMAND STUFF FOR THIS!@#
This is Hubilicious signing out~

hmm happy chinese new year

2007-02-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

update!!!

- corrie.

time to grow up

2007-02-03T02:01:00.000+08:00

well right now i've been 21 for 2 hours.. kenny's asleep.. on MY bed.. gzzz.. sif kick me outta my own bed.. lol neways try not to tell corrie but yea kenny bought me a webcam coz well we went to simlim yesterday n bought him his keyboard mouse n hubs.. hurmz.. well kenny says it feels like christmas..

now as a have come to the age where pretty much i'm supposed to be able to like do whatever i want.. passed the age limiter.. bahhh i don't know what to think.. guess never imagined life would be what it is today.. not really complaining besides the usual thoughts of reminiscing past situations where i wish i could have done things better.. or i guess in some cases not done some things.. or did things i was that i should have done..

wish sometimes dad was around.. i don't see how mom does it.. bahh my brain is in a mess.. neways on less emoish notes 7+7+7=21 so yess out with the old and in with the new.. embarking on the next phase i guess.. thanks all for being with me..

i guess i really gotta get out of saying nothing's gonna be what it used to be.. sometimes you get distracted by what's going on behind you that you don't see what's ahead. hope i'll be a bit more responsible.

baahh.. wondering if a particular M would call.. kinda stressed coz i'm still figuring out stuff for the party on the 10th.. if you're reading this you better have RSVPed already coz yesss.. mom keeps barking at me about how many ppl are coming..
congrats to sam and guanmei they're getting married today.. so yess..

neways thanks for the wishes from around the globe..

it's nice to know that there's ppl thinking bout ya

-ivan

HAPPY EARLY 21ST BIRTHDAY IVAN!!!

2007-02-02T12:13:00.000+08:00

hehe you're going to delete this or sthg but SURPRISE. :)

-corrie

youtube testing

2007-01-31T00:35:00.000+08:00

pathead counter OCD

hubi vs me

my usefulness is in suspension

2007-01-25T18:44:00.000+08:00

my genitals are unavailable - kenny

cooking lessons

2007-01-20T14:58:00.000+08:00

meaning of life

2007-01-13T02:03:00.000+08:00

kk here's the deal i'm 21 in 3 weeks... kenny's just arrived.. ben's leaving monday... the rest of the perthies are coming down soon i think.. n it's 2am right now coz i just got back from sending corrie all the way home from hubi's then sending ben.. then sending bry.. lost half the time n trying my best to not fall asleep.. bahh oh wells. ermz.. the room is making some sorta progress.. its nothing that impressive atm.. but yess.. it will get there eventually.. oh another note these are some really random funny things that i've seen of late that i hope to share with the rest of you.. well i found them funny anyway... lol

Bear on Trampoline -
apparently the bear was fine.. so yess don't need to go running to peta

Rejected Random Cartoons -
erm if your squrmish i wouldn't watch past the 1st segment just a warning

-PennyArcade-

gabe: i took the hypocritic oath

tycho: are you talking about the hippocratic oath? because that's for doctors

gabe: no i mean hypocritic. i'm free to radically alter my beliefs whenever it's convenient

tycho: oh so you're not just some ordanary, run of the mill hypocrite

gabe: that's right. i take it very seriously

CRAP!!

2007-01-03T01:41:00.001+08:00

crap!!! its the 3rd of jan.. i'm 21 on the 3rd feb.. 1 more month to do stupid things!!! *shudderr

on a random other note..

things i learnt in china:

theres alota chinese people.. i'm serious!!! no joke theres soo many of them!

wish it always worked like that

2007-01-02T01:53:00.000+08:00

Dear Santa

2006-12-24T02:16:00.000+08:00

dear santa claus,

this year you probably want to know whether or not i've been naughty or nice

well here's the news...

i've been naughty...

but it was worth it...

so don't bring me any presents you big fat judgemental b*stard

[merry christmas everyone]

greetings from china

2006-12-17T00:42:00.000+08:00

hurmz... apologies to all who i didn't get to say bye to before i left.. neways i'm in the hotel room in shantou. it's actually really quite high class here.. hurmz.. well yea didn't think i would be getting the net over here.. but turns out that the ancestral village is kinda a semi city-like thing now... had to take a 4hr bus ride to get here from the airport.. but oh wells.. hurmzz.. i don't really know what to say now.. kinda stoned coz well the flight was at like 6am so didn't sleep... slept bits n pieces on the plane and bus.... just got back from a foot massage.. it was madness.. well most of the rellies all went.. and woh i feel like i'm walking on air.. i think that if i actually was in singapore for the sss walk a foot massage would be the right thing to do after.. lol

well we're gonna go see the rest of the fam tml.. well the extended family.. it's like grand uncles n their families.. hurmz.. such a strange trip.. neways i'm currently worried about how much i packed.. coz well my luggage is retardedly light.... and my brother's bag is like ez 3 times the weight of mine... so i think i forgot stuff.. but i checked it a few times n well i don't seem to have left anything behind.. n i took a few extras of stuff as well.. hurmz.. *ponder ponder.. oh wells..

omg... took a cab to the massage place.. and the driver is mental!!! driving in incoming traffic!!! and like there doesn't seem to be road rules or a speed limit.. madness.. lol... was quite fun.. but yea i know what cory was saying about how the cab drivers in china are mad.. *nod nod

typing on a mac atm... n i hate it... the touchpad thingie is spazzing.. so n it's moving on its own.. n clicking random things.. halfway while i'm typing.. so yess.. bahh i have to bear with it...

missing christmas.. well in singapore that is.. it's kinda strange.. also left hubi all by his lonesome in sg.. with his cousins n wendy... lol.. wendy... you should ask hubi what happened with wendy... well whatever happened it ended up with her demanding quite aggressively "TAKE IT OFF AND GIVE IT TO ME!" so yess.. lol..

*sigh missing all you guys heaps.. can't wait for the perthies to get to sg... hope all you sevens are taking care.. n yea... well i guess see you guys when i get back to the island...

ps. there's this really cool toilet seat auto cover thingie in the airport.. oh and the auto open litter bins.. these places seem way more advanced than sg

short n sharp

2006-12-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

i wonder how well i can do this so lets seee...

went for a recce hike with the sevens crew from mc.ritch to kranji damn [dam] bailed at the later part with cherms coz well.. my feet hurt but yess.. 12 clicks ain't no joy walk.. hurmz.. kinda glad that i won't be doing that again coz i shall be in china checking out the ancestral homeland of the CHIAs [btw i'm a chia n that's why it's of some significance] neways wishing the crew all the best.. ex.longwalk 16 dec 2006

didn't go to church this week.. yes i know very odd.. i'm gonna have a lot of explaining to do when aaron n shirley read this.. [currently hoping i spelt their names right] so yess.. to explain.. i was staying at hubi's... i woke up at 8.... then went back to sleep.. hubi woke up at 9... then went back to sleep... i woke up at 10.. went back to sleep.. wake up staring at the celling thinking to myself 'my my i actually feel really refreshed', roll over hubi in an attempt to wake him up.. where as i check the clock on the side table.. btw i dont have my glasses at this point... so i decide that checking the cell phone would be easier.. 12:37 ... ... ... ...

12:37 ... ... ... ... ... 12:37 ... ... ... ... ... ... ... 12:37!!!!!

crap... [btw i need to be there at the latest 11:15 to set up and check over sound stuff] so yess.. crap!!! super crappppp...

me: errr.. hubiiiiii..

hubi: yea. its 12..

me: .... shitt..

after that he's like you needed to be there at what time again???

neways since we've pretty much missed everything there's no point going.. kinda surprised that no one called or msged going "where the [insert appropriate noun] are you?" oh wells.. neways me and hubi ended up singing karaoke with his mother.. i really don't know how that ended up happening.. but yess. it did.. other than that spent the rest of the time reading naruto scanlations on the comp.. running around ff12 continuing with the story n after that farming like a zombie coz yess.. hubi likes to spend all our money.. [now seriously what is he thinking spending all this gil/cash like there's a neverending surplus... think what??? money grows on trees like in real life? gzz... i had to grind damn hard to get all that gil thank you very much!]

headed off home or well to dinner to meet mother brother n fam friends for dinner at rifle range road.. some italian place.. neways it's quite a nice place.. they've got some private room that can hold a dinner party so i donno thinking about it.. it's kinda ex though $100/head n can hold i think only 24 though.. but yeaa oh wells.. hurmz.. still thinking what to do for my 21st.. damnitt..

neways everyone gets back in to the car.. i'm driving.. MUHAHhahahh.. ok that was a bit random.. neways they wanted to go exploring so ended up driving up rifle range road.. btw it's like really damn dark n creepy n covered in trees n you can't see what's through the sides coz it's pitch black and it's very very deserted.. neways with 5 ppl in the car it was fine but just before i had already kinda gone though just by myself coz i had to circle round to pick them.. and i thought it might loop up there.. but yes it didn't so i had to make a 3 point turn in the middle of nowhere [btw hubi just before leaving his house made me watch this freaky kinda car crash ghost thingie where these ppl picked up a hitch hiker on the road n like as they were driving the person says see that spot just ahead.. that's where i had my accident.. n DIED.. then half looks at the cam.. and the driver freaks n crashes.. n yes.. then it reads all these random notes on how it's true n stuff so yes.. NOT COOL].. so yess.. neways everyone's in the car and we're just exploring it's hell dark though.. everything's fine besides the occasional 'slow down you're going too fast comment' by the mother.. then with the reply of 'i'm driving at 30.... ' neways drive drive drive.. n guess where we end up..... on the path where the sevens were tracking the day before.. i was like.. what the... ohh so that's where we were.. lol.. after which we drove to sunsetway to get ice-cream.. for some reason i have come to really like coconut ice-cream.. n have come to the conclushion [yes i spelt it like that on purpose its like a combo of conclusion and cushion coz a conclusion should be comforting.. *nod nod.. yes everybody agrees..] that coco-top cones and not coco-top ice cream should be made.. coz the cone then is protected by a thin layer of choco.. n won't get soggy from the ice cream and thus you're guaranteed a crispy cone after every bite.. yumm...

drove to vivo i donno why we did that.. they still wanted to explore.... i kinda have this inner hate for vivo.. i don't know why.. i think it's coz i hate crowds n coz it's massive there's a lot of ppl so yess. hurmz. but i must say that it has the most loved carpark in singapore that i can think of.. if i want to park my car.. i want to park it at vivo!!! the lots are huge.. not that i can't park in small lots mind you.. but just i then don't feel like i'm doing a spacecraft docking every time i park.. oh and today i have come across a nifty invention i donno if it's new or not but yeaa.. it's an infra-red sensor above every parking lot.. so there all in a row.. and well when there's no car there the sensor is green.. and when there is a car.. it's red.. and thus *drumroll* *the music that comes with cool things being unveiled* just from a glance you can see if there's free lots.. no more driving around like an idiot looking for lots n racing around only to be disappointed that the car just parked really far in.. somebody should give the guy whose idea that was a goldstar sticker *nod nod*

neways off to send the friends home.. n head back ourselves.. so yes.. now i have caught up with real time and realised that i should be asleep and must wake up early tml.. so yess.. off to bed!!!! oh wait.. i shall leave you with some penny n whiteninja

sometimes i think i just wont get it

love thine enemy

man this was soo not short nor sharp..

************
edited side notes
currently now on

500mg Clarithromycin aka: Klacid 1/day
Common adverse effects include: nausea, abdominal pain and vomiting
and
4mg Salbutamol aka: Ventolin 2/day
Common adverse effects include: tremor, palpitations and headache.

had to get a recourse coz i still ain't well.. gave me ventolin coz she says i need it slight problem with the ventolin coz it's normally taken in mmg form... but since i'm taking the pill version.. they have to bump it up to 4mg... the bad thing is well a side effect is that my heart rate will go up.. thus me being informed by the doc.. kinda took it lightly and yess.. before the the hike.. taken the pills. n yess.. in the cab i'm like having a panic attack.. kinda freaky.. so yess.. i shall take the doc much more seriously from now on.. *nod nod

on another note i think it's a miracle that i'm not dead yet

Klacid is my friend

2006-11-23T18:03:00.000+08:00

Klacid - Clarithromycin - 500mg

Indication:
Used for the treatment of mild to moderately severe infections caused by pathogens susceptible to clarithromycin.

Including:
acute streptococcal pharyngitis, acute exacerbations of chronic bronchitis, community acquired pneumonia, uncomplicated skin and skin structure infections, atypical mycobacterial infection, acute otitis media.

well yes that's what i'm on now... 85 bucks for 5 pops. it'd better do something
man this is burning a hole in my pocket.. well i guess it beats dying
and losing my voice, not being able to sleep coz i feel like i'm coughing blood

hurmz.. so yesss.. well i'm out for another 2 days.. hubi's on guard duty tml.. the sevens want to meet up for dinner.. watched casino royal with bry yesterday - a spur of the moment thingie.. he nearly rocked back to camp late... hurmz... i think mish is down south don't know what she's doing there.. but oh wells.. need to unclutter my room coz there's a lot of junk everywhere and it's starting to get really annoying.. so yess..

neways the perthies are here in 2 months.. yay... i get to see my sis as well... hove just realised that christmas is around the corner and that i'm flying off to vist the chia ancestral place thingie in china with the family.. still don't really know why i'm going.. it's soo random.. bahh but well i'm going to hk after and hanging with leon.. oh and bry's fam is gonna be there.. so yeaa.. should be fun..

my hard drive is full again so yess gonna be burning tml i think.. hurmz

questioning if i have a screwed up sense of direction coz my dad wasn't really around while i was growing up...

currently listening to: nothing at all

for you i will

2006-11-20T00:30:00.000+08:00

Wandering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

Forgive me if I stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, i've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

fake MCs turn to real ones

2006-11-16T18:29:00.000+08:00

wth?!!!?? i donno if i should be happy or sad.. wthh!?!?!? neways went to the doc today.. and well coz a few of us had previously planned to not go to work today coz our sir was on leave.. and well it's not safe to be around when he's not there.. so yes... neways i go to see the docs and it turns out i have a lung infection.. well bronchitis to be exact.. [ sooo didn't spell that right ] neways so yess my bullshit mc has turned in to a real one. which i guess is a whole lot easier on my morals but still.. gzz i'm sick.. well i guess that explains the constant coughing and random bouts of the urge to puke and not just my body telling me not to eat so much.. lol neways according to ferdaus my fellow admin CPL now wondering why i got it coz well apparently only smokers get it.. so yes i now blame.. let's see... that's it!!! i blame aaron, dylan, ng, sam and all the other smokers for making me sick!! bastards the lot of you!!! gzz... making me breathe in your second hand smoke.. gzz.. hurmz.. i think singapore should ban smoking.. like chewing gum.. well you didn't want ppl to leave gum everywhere.. so now it's coz you don't want ppl leaving the foul stench everywhere and changing the colours of the walls.. hurmz at least it would be a novelty.. it would be one of those things singapore is famous for.. well besides our communist government in denial.

stuck at home for the next 2 days.. bored as hell. watched all the anime here till i don't know what else to do... played dota a few rounds found a whole lota noobs.. ppl asking wth a meka is.. and a necro that ultied my full life panda with full hp.. wth!?!? i was like hurmz.... neways sorry to all those of you who had no clue what i was talking about..

found a shitload of my old middle school friends on facebook.. i love that thing. it's pro.. so yess due to complaints of my uniform profile i updated it with alot of random things.. neways faceboks rapes friendster soo badd. so in the process of moving everything over there.. it's slow but its working..

damnit i need a camera!! hurmz.. actually i just need to take some photos to post here coz it's looking kinda bleak.. so yess. come to think of it there should be one lying around somewhere since my mom's back from vietnam.. so yess.. i shall hunt it down now..

[plods off to look for camera]

ok found the camara.. and i can't be bothered!!! it sucks balls!!! the photos are soo blur!!! i can't even get a proper one of my license... damnit!!! bah... so yess.. no photos for now.. hurmz.. i think i shall scab hubi's...

hurmz.. speaking of hubi i think he's on guard duty again.. so yess.. *sianz.. was actually thinking of stealing the car and going visting so we can continue the ff12 story.. oh wells.. neways i best be off.. can't think straight no more..

anyways it's some video about a kiwi it touched my heart *sigh*

and a bloody hilarious david blaine street magic spoof

self-esteem issues

2006-11-13T18:56:00.000+08:00

been at home all day.. questioning if i've wasted the most part of my life watching anime.. hurmz.. i think the answer is yess.. but i shall live in denial atm...

hubi's stuck in his office alone... pissed off at me coz i decided to take a day off today coz i needed to catch up on sleep n i've just been feeling like crap in general.. starting to weeze again.. great.. i'm falling apart..

well if you guys did read hubi's blog you would know that randomly a few of the SEVENS decided to crash hubi's place for i have no clue what reason... all i rmb is a partially drunk clare being very excited about it and when she left timbre stood up and goes to hubi 'your place ah!' such a weirdo.. lol

neways i haven't posted in a bit so yes other random facts..

drove to work for the most part of last week.. wow you can leave the house so much later and still get there earlier then you would normally!

realised how ex fuel is.. and watched in horror as the meter hand slowly goes down as i drive...

realised that jams are a bitch omg i hated them before but being the driver is damn frustrating.. start stop start stop start stop.. idiots!!! considering would it be a better idea to like stop and wait for it to clear before going.. it would at least save petrol..

realise that I'M A BADARSE PARKING GENIUS!! i think i just spelt that wrong. but i guess it's what i do..

got promoted to CPL.. which means a whole 20 bucks more.. yay.. that's 5 bucks more a week.. that's.... 1 buck a working day.. ok this is depressing..

hurmz neways sitting here finding life love and bah everything else very unfulfilling.. so yess.. neways been putting stuff outta my mind.. but now thinking that's just me running away from everything.. but then again thinking about it gets you all emo n stuff.. then that's just not helping either.. bah...

confuzzled
-ivan

on another note some stuff i have scabbed from hubi

iven

2006-11-10T00:16:00.000+08:00

www.iven.com

well this is somthing random.. neways was just talking to shaz and well kinda disturbed that my name sounds more like iven then ivan.. hurmz.. neways typed it in google.. thought it might mean something then found that link.. and it's odd..

other notes..

wondering why Aaron keeps guns in his house

mircosoft zune

this some link ben sent me and well i want it!! rah!!

hurmz... neways been driving to work.. watching the fuel gauge slowly go down is heartwrenching so yess.. bahh..

neways it's late i need to sleep.. laters

odd post

slacker

2006-11-08T20:07:00.000+08:00

my license arrived today!~!! yay.. sitting on my desk as i walked through my room door.. hehe coolies.. i promise photos shall be posted shortly.. once my damn brother gets home and i find out where the damn camera is... neways drove to work today.. it actuli didn't seem like much.. man and i got to work on time.. and i didn't kill anyone on the way.. yay.. neways parking is a bitch.. so damn expensive. so yess... parked where i wouldn't need to pay.. but the downside is the whole day i've been stressed out wondering if i'm gonna see a fine on the car when i get back to it.. hurmz... neways i didn't get fined.. coz well if i did i would be bitching about it currently so yess.. altho it did take me like 10mins to start the car.. coz the key wouldn't turn!! damnitt!!! why!!! i was like wth!!?!? i even called my mother.. i was like is there some sorta button i need to press?!?!! bah.. newyas after like ages.. i'm just repeatedly turning the key and.. yes.. it starts.. just like that.. bahh.. idiotic.. i was like hurmz... oh wells..

drove to hubi's house to drop somthing off since its kinda on the way i think.. hurmz.. so yess.. pissed him off coz when i got to his house he had only just arrived.. so he was like wth is this idiot horning me!!!! lol oh wells... i had a passenger with me and as i went in to dump some anime on to hubi's comp.. passenger ogled at hubi's massive house.. and his BMW BENTLEY and LAMBO.. lol even asked hubi to take off the cover so he could take pictures of it.. lol then randomly makes some comment about how the car is expensive.. lol.. me and hubi look at each other and go 'no shit' lol

neways i'm back home now.. still haven't opened my licence.. i hope i don't look like a retard in it so yess.. newyas i dont reli know what to say now.. so yess.. i shall sign off..

laters ppl

oh and here are some random links

from mish - unbalanced

from jme - double wires

from hendra - most anoying webpage

bugeater

2006-11-05T19:14:00.000+08:00

well this is what some of the younger guys from perth did at church camp.. nats a pk so yess.. neways idiots..

other then that more useless inventions

and this ones for benny boy who hates his bio

most interesting thing today

2006-11-02T01:08:00.000+08:00

*cool dramatic music*

HUBI

VANQUISHES

THE
- ~ ROGUE ~ -
TOMATO

*cool dramatic music continues*

[he just bought the new ff12 so yess.. after finding out hes not the first 2 cool ppl.. coz they died.. hes now stuck as a 17 year old boy killing rats]

go fly kite

2006-10-31T23:55:00.000+08:00

one of the crappier days at work today.. whole lotta ppl crowded into my house.. aka the auditorium.. don't ask why i call it my house.. i just happen to be there a lot.. n well it's kinda my fort.. and yess.. today it was invaded.. i skreek in horror as i walk in to find it in a mess and that whoever locked up the night before didn't turn off everything.. so yess.. fire hazard no?? spent 20 mins chucking stuff out.. trash n bits of random stuff all over the floor.. wth i just cleaned it out last week and it was spotless.. and one day they manage to do all that?!?!? bah.. neways kinda got told off for indirectly calling mr spider-man down to the audi.. lol that's one of the dumber things i've done today.. cpt ng was like why did you call him?!!? lol.. oh wells...

hubi cancelled on our plans to go catch DOA after work.. so yeaa.. think we're doing that tml.. neways headed home and went for a swim.. woot.. 25 laps.. i think that's good.. well for me it is.. so yes no comments.. well better then hubi coz he can't swim. yes.. that's right.. he CAN'T swim.. as in HE WILL DROWN.. so yess.. kinda explains why he doesn't like to use the bathtub in his house..

other then that it's halloween so yeaa.. the lifts were clogged with little annoying children taking it up one floor at a time and holding it ransom.. so yess.. waited ages to get up to the damn house.

just finished some games of DotA with matt n john.. while skyping kinda feels like you're at a lan when you can hear each other.. oh wells.

in the process of figuring wth i'm doing now.. coz yea the last few months have been basically just about 'must pass my damn driving' n well now that that's all done.. kinda lost.. lol guess gonna go figure out stuff for future study

neways it's like midnight now so yess.. i need to wake up for work.. so yess laters

oh yea you can disregard the last post coz i from start to finish it was like 6 hrs i think.. walking back and forth to the comp.. so yess.. if it didn't make sense.. yeaa.. that's why

[there's got to be a better way to fix things]

PASSED WITH 6 POINTS

2006-10-30T22:43:00.000+08:00

neways yes.. i passed... woot.. drove around in my mother's car today.. kinda small compared to the car that i've been driving which i would have thought would be smaller coz well its an azn car.. oh wells..

pretest was nauseating.. sat in this random room facing a wall with all like these reminders n stuff and maps n crap.. and well it felt like pre op.. waiting to go in to surgery... neways drew lots n picked my tester n test route.. so yeaa walkin to the car.. tester following.. not saying a word.. just occasionally giving instructions.. it got so damn uncomfortable till i gave up and started replying 'yes sir' kinda loud after everything he said.. so yes faked a convo with him.. neways without finishing the course we head back to the driving center and well i was thinking crap crap crap.. coz well 2 reasons that that would happen.. you failed.. or you drove exceptionally well.. so yess.. i as the latter was kinda unlikely and well he did kinda tell me off for not signalling before i'm driving back thinking.. crap crap crap... bahh.. n

!#@$%!^!@$^ damnit can't think too damn late just gonna sign off... you can go blame corrie!! damnit!! bahh.. wthh!?!!?!?!??? *hate hate hate*

drum machine -stolen from mish

2006-10-30T07:50:00.001+08:00

CRAP MY DRIVING TEST IS IN 10 HRS!!! *mentally crumbles*

8 HRS AGO!! wahhhhh... damn you blogger!!!!

alternatively you could go to the orignal site.. http://www.tokyoplastic.com/

test is on monday.. shudder

2006-10-29T02:50:00.000+08:00

i can't think of nething reli to talk about today coz.. nothing actuli reli happened.. woke up at hubi's tried to wake him up but it wasn't working so had to wrestle him up.. which reminds me why i think i actuali need to stay my current weight.. coz.. it's the only damn way i can pin him down.. gzz.. bahhh neways after like 30 mins i think the whole thing dies down and he goes and takes a shower.. we're supposed to be at mianyi's place for brunch at like 1030 we woke up at 1130.. so yes.. we're soo not on time.. oh wells.. all dressed n rdy.. coz i think hubi's maid already cooked lunch.. so he said we should eat a bit before goin.. so i go down and tell the maid hus already made fried rice that we're just gonna eat a bit.. so yess.. sit down at the couch.. for some reason hubi's watching winks on cartoon network.. *weird look* neways we're sitting there for like 10 mins and well.. nothing here yet.. i go to the kitchen and for some reason she's making toast.. lol she made toast coz i said we just gonna eat a bit.. lol neways i brought it out and told hubi what happened.. hes like wth!?!!? neways i think he went to clearify things with her.. lol odd.. neways besides that going to mianyi's for a lunch cum SEVENS meeting for sss camp.. going to cell to watch the last ep for 40days.. taking a mrt down to tampines to meet solo and the gang.. scaring the crap outta esther by puting my hand in front of her face as i walked past her at the mrt station and her response by shrieking.. honestly if i was a total stranger.. that wouldn't reli help i think.. kidnapped n raped i think.. gone case.. lol neways wasting a whole lota $1 coins on time crisis 4 and house of the dead 4 and some random square game.. caught a cab with solo coz he's got to book back in to camp for guardduty. n yes ended up at home.. n played random computer games with john lin, tim soh and russle while skyping..

so yess... bahhh i want to catch DOA.. lol dont ask its ermz... a guys' thing.. holly valance is in it.. that should be random.. oh wells. ohh yeaa.. i wanted to talk about my driving test.. lol

hurmz... what happened again.. kk got some instructor that i've never seen before he was kinda young.. neways as i was driving we see 3 test cars mount curbs one after another so yes.. 3 instant failurs.. hurmz... 2 random chicks fall off their motorbikes, a car crash with a moto and a lorry.. and the van in front of me when i was about to do my U-turn mounts his back wheel on the curb.. the van is kinda big so yea it looked like it was bout to fall over.. gzz so random.. lol neways it was an odd day.. my instructor gabe was like also sitting next to me quite amused. oh wells.. neways there's this thing where they test your emergancy brake where they smack the dashboard and well you just slam the brakes as hard and as fast as you can.. so yess.. i apparently am very proficient at it.. and all the rest of gabe's students are pansies.. so yess.. newwayas when you do that it makes a shitload of noise and well it feels like you're grinding away your engine or somthing.. so yea it's kinda not a nice feeling.. lol neways since i've driven around this course like a bagillion times and well i tend to speed in side when its kinda empty.. so yeaa. as i'm speeding around he smacks it and well i jam brakes n its damn loud.. lol all the ppl around are looking and wondering wth just happened.. lol... gabe's laughing his head off saying 'wah shiok sia' lol neways then he suggests that we do it again.. lol oh wells.. it was damn fun.. *sigh.. i hope it's my last lesson though.. coz yeaa.. test's on moday.. *sob..

bah.. i should be asleep as always.. it's 3am and i need to be up early for church.. how irresponsible.. bahh..

lova ya!

tired as hell..

2006-10-27T01:18:00.000+08:00

hurmz.. i think i'm running out of titles to use.. gzz.. well yess.. i'm reli damn tired atm.. coz i've been averaging about 4 hrs sleep a night.. and waking up late n having to cab to work.. which is kinda draining my bank account.... reli damn fast.. bahh.. its gotten to the point where while watching somthing i could just black out for 10 mins and not notice.. bah.. neways a good part of the day was spent in agony from the feeling of my eyes being sucked to the back of my head...

other stuff going on with me is.. hurmz.. my last 2 driving lessons tml.. dear dear.. gonna fall asleep at the wheel again.. bah.. oh wells.. I'M A TANK.. ok.. maybe not.. but yess.. TEST is on monday!!!! damnit!!! stress.. bahh.. i hate the wait.. it's the wait that kills..

hubi's still pissed that i stole his car and won't give it back... IN A DREAM!!! i didn't do anything it was all in his mind and he's still pissed.. that little wanker!!! bah..
lol on another note the baka wanted to pass a copy of some music cd to this guy and well the cd happened to be at my house.. but he has the cd ripped to his comp and has blank cds at home.. so i reli have no clue why he drives all the way to my house to get me to burn it... he gets here and concussed on my bed for 10 mins complaining how tired he was... THEN WHY THE HELL DID YOU DRIVE HERE?!?!? the idiot could have done it at home.. bahh...that boy will be the death of me...

neways now i just wanted to say hi to mish.. coz well i just do so yess.. HELLO MISH!!

that was random.. i shall post the solution to the equation below tml.. coz well i can't be bothered right now..

aunty michelle is in sg so yea got dinner with her tml!! well she's like a second mother to me so yess.. it'll be nice to see her..

oh n i've been looking for a random amplifier.. like that someone doesn't need no more.. so yea.. if you have one send it my way.. dru had a spare car amp that he was gonna attempt to pass to me then didn't.. the convo went along the lines of

dru "i don't think my mother will want to bring it up to singapore for you"

me "why?"

dru "coz it's attached to a 12" sub"

me "Oo"

hurmz.. well that would have been interesting.. lol neways i still need to wake up tml so yess laters ppl..

[i need to buy a cam charger]

OOo net at work.. feat. CSM Jay

2006-10-25T17:36:00.000+08:00

well just finished discussing with CSM jay lim about how 0.999 repeating equals 1.. he managed to find some sorta equation to prove it n well i'm impressed.. neways hes reli bored so i shall let do him some typing..

Your Company Sergeant Major speaking.

An N-level math question was passed around the entire SCDFHQ and managed to stump every goddamned person, NSF and officer inclusive. after some major thinking (and a sudden spark of intuition), i managed to find its answer. I shall now pass this burden onto you, Ivan's blog reader.

take the equation x^2 - 4y^2 = 37, and solve for both x and y. Both values are positive whole numbers.

You may be able to solve this by trial and error, but I shall take nothing short of an algebraic approach. it's EXTREMELY simple, so if you find yourself doing too much work, you've gone too far.

back to ivan here.. neways i'm personali kinda stumped atm... trying to wip out my brain which has been underused and rusty.. neways off to solve d equation.. laters..

smaller spaces

2006-10-25T00:43:00.000+08:00

as i sit here thinking of my dear hubert scared shitless in camp as he walks down the empty corridor to the empty showers and back to the empty room that's creepy as hell coz there's no one else besides him in the entire building.. thinking that i should have passed him the eps of bleach and futurama yesterday so that he would have somthing at least to do..

neways i just watched the prestige with my mother, aunty joyce and paik chin, n linus.. quite a nice show i must say... well one of the better ones that i've seen of late hurmz.. well you should watch it that's all i'm saying.. find it kinda creepy near the end.. honestly if i had something like that i would just use it to copy stuff like.. ermz.. well stuff that i would like to have multiple copies of.. gzz i'll know what i want to do with it when the situation arises.. like cloning my mother's car so that when i pass the test next monday i'll actually have somthing to drive around.. *fingers crossed*

CRAP the test is on monday.. man i hate this pressure.. it's the waiting that kills you i think..

had the monthly chia family gathering today at one of the uncle's houses..found out that it was just down the road from hubi's.. its soo odd. neways woke up this morning with my mother yelling about how we need to leave the house in 15 mins for the brunch.. and well the yelling continues for ages with like 5 to 10 min breaks..
neways i finally wake up then have to wait for my brother to get out of the shower so i'm doing stuff on my comp.. then well my bro finally gets out and i hop in.. n well still with the mother yelling in the background.. neways by the time i finish everything and we leave we're like 30 mins late..n well i dont reli give a rats arse coz well we're always soo damn early and the rest of the fams come so much later.. so honesly i dont see whats the rush.. bahh n i was right.. the only ones there were uncle james and the J brothers.. well normally our fam and theirs are always on time.. so yess. n it takes the nxt fam after another hour to 45 mins to reach... so yess.. would someone kindly explain the yelling and rushing in the morning???? this blows..

neways as you can currently tell i'm not at camp atm.. coz well.. i'm on the net and camp doesnt have the net.. so well if you put that all together it all makes perfect sense.. neways i ended up opting not going coz well i just couldn't be bothered.. not that i reli actuli needed to go today.. just well if i did i would have collected some off.. that well just didn't feel very appealing.. and i just didnt feel very prepared to go so yess.. just didn't..

just coz i think that this lacks a bit of colour here's a random photo

currently : wondering if hubi is getting tormented by monsters

off today

2006-10-23T10:34:00.000+08:00

not reli sure right now why i took off today all i know is that well a few of the NS guys are so i thought i'd join them.. now sitting here at home.. playing around with skype with ben.. i got driving lessons later at 1430.. so yea gonna have to go back to camp neways.. oh n i got some to buy those NTUC thingies from me to yea i need to go make the trade off.. turns out he's 2 years my senior from wesley.. lol small world..

if any of you guys read hubis blog you will find this mornings entry kinda odd.. i have managed to develop a new skill to pester hubert in his dreams.. wow i guess you only get better with experience...

neawys hubi just called me and he wants to go play dota so yes.. off i go then [peon styles]

oh and heres just that random south park world of warcraft epi all you gamers will love it.. it was a joint project with blizzard

herded like ants

2006-10-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

wow ok just got back from vivocity.. its freaking massive.. but its packed with asian ppl!!! i guess i cant reli be that surprised coz well.. i am in singapore.. but omg.. the place is cool but theres just so many ppl... honestly i think singapore is over populated... amazing race came here and they thought our HDB flats were bee hives...

hubi was playing dota today before cell.. n well he was in this reli damn long game and well it was going for ages.. and seemed quite evenly matched n yeaa.. well i jumped on to the bed n the bed moved sightly n kinda pushed the computer socket out n well no power for the computer and well hubi was like wth!?! i'm like wth?!!? then ohh shitt.. n yess a whole lota pain coming in my direction followed.. bahh.. neways i personli think that was just a reli bad place to put a socket..

cell was interesting... hubi lost the dvd.. rofl.. so yeaa.. n kinda we're serposed to watch the dvd n discuss it and well if you dont have the dvd you kinda have a problem dont you. rofl... neways jane covered.. ended up playing some odd game.. that wasnt reli a game... ended up with me as obi wan, mark seow as superman, hubi as mother superior, i cant rmb what munchy was, cherms as hitler and jane as the richest woman on earth.. so yess.. newways this was to prove a point in the later discussion.. oh wells. some controversial discussions about church politics n how things are run.. but hurmz.. i guess we just got to work at it..

neways i cant think of anything more to say now.. so yeaa.. i guess i shall catch ya around.. laters ppl

neways just something funni for all you NS guys [link]

and proof that sony is wasting alota paint [link]

a product of advancing technology

lookin back over the week

2006-10-21T01:53:00.001+08:00

hurmz.. well looking back literally would mean looking at little hubi asleep on his bed covered in his yellow sheets.. the other day i thought he was trying to camouflage himself using his downer [its an aussie term for blanket.. a reli damn fluffy one]

so whats happened this week i started actuli getting off my fat arse n did something for a change.. so yess.. currently kinda cramped atm... but yess i kinda like the feeling lets me know that i did work.. hurmz... work today was odd.. i was late as hell... no one noticed though.. strange.. got someone to buy the $150 NTUC vouchers that was giving to me by the force.. so yea.. sold them for $100.. oh wells.. it was either that or the nothing that my mother was gonna give me for it.. man i need the cash..

i was anoying one of the guys are work when he was talking to his gf so yea... later i found out that she was in aus.. woops.. my bad.. screwed up an overseas call.. hurmz... other then that i said hi to the camp medical officer coz he just happend to be in the same lift as me and my friend.. n well i said 'hey Mr M.O.' and omg the guy went mental.. started going on about is that how you greet an officer.. whats your name.. dept.. n well he just started being a royal jackarse.. but yeaa... the idiot is soo up himself.. i heard that he was a bit of a prick but wth... i think he's taken classes in it.. bah.. oh wells.. the guy is an NSF aswell.. he runs everyday durin lunch to mc.ritchie i think.. its blooody far away.. so yea hes black as hell and according to all the med staff wont be able to walk when hes 40 coz his joints whould have blown.. ばかろ！馬鹿者！ oh a side note i told my sir about it and he thinks the guy is a wack job.. muhaha.. my sir rocks

hurmz.. just taken nxt monday off.. the rest of the army guys seem to be off at the smae time so thought i my aswell join them.. but yeaa.. i got driving at 230 in the arvo that say so yea trying to figure how thats gonna work.. eek..

crap 10 more days till my drivers test.. dear dear.. well ive desided that if i fail i fail.. coz well theres nothing i can reli do about it.. n if i pass i pass.. oh wells.. both ways its not like i got a car to drive. lol not like my hubibi who tryed to ram a taxi out of a lane today and started to scold the driver after which i promptly informed him that he was drifting in to the taxi's lane.. lol interesting.. well i think he drives fine.. just a bit goon at times but not to worrie well no need to worrie when your in the car coz its a bloody tank...

on totali diff note i think i have desided to let whatever happens happens n try my best not to screw up anyone elses life..

oh the song btw is from a clip called 'free hugs' go look it up on youtube..

the pain lets you know your alive.

2006-10-19T23:04:00.000+08:00

well yess.. back from camp... well was at the movies with hubi hansolo n mark han.. went to watch death note.. which was interesting.. but yeaa.. the manga woops its arse.. omg.. n i only just dound out that hubi hasnt read it.. oh wells.. thoughout the whole damn show i was getting shocked buy the damn CG shinigami the freak keeps poping out from no where.. hurmz.. neways before the movie started hubi takes ages to get ready hes like a damn woman.. bahh.. then stuck in traffic.. but we still kinda made it there on time.. newayz since there was no time for dinner i kinda just bought random stuff n stuffed it in to my bag.. which i then took out in the theater.. but yeaa.. its dark.. n well long story short hubi was covered in popcorn chicken.. hurmz..

neways my hammies are kinda cramped from the swim yesterday but yea.. its cool.. alls well.. i actuli do feel better... well not as slow n bulky.. but yeaa.. so yess.. i'm now gonna attempt to run around the estate for half an hour.. coz well as the aussies say.. 'find thirty' laters ppls.. n i hope that i dont die..

oh yea and join facebook!!! i need more friends!!

30hr shifts.. man that sucked

2006-10-18T15:47:00.000+08:00

well.. yes as it said above.. bahh oh wells.. orderly duty.. i had a free 2 hrs in the middle that i choosed to go vist hubis place coz well there was nothing else to do.. so yea rocked upi there stayed for an hr then left... i think his mom was thinking wth!?! oh wells..

newas i'm back home now went to cut my hair after camp then took my passport photos for my drivers licence.. well it should be for the licence thats if i dont do somthing stupied like run a red light... hurmz... oh fall asleep at the wheel.. btw that actuli happens a whole lot more then you would think it does... oh wells.. but yea i think the photos turned out ok.. coolies

neways i'm gona head to the pool and hope i dont fall asleep swimming.. coz yes i hear that can be hazardous to your health.. well thats what they say... n well i got to start swiming sooner or later... man i feel chubby.. the odd thing is the weight scale says i havt gained nething.. the damn fibber.. oh wells..

best be off need to meet hubi gabe n i think bry later at plazasing.. i dont reli know why.. but yeaa.. laters

the pill people look dizzy

2006-10-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

well if you read the last one you should have some sorta idea what happened.. neways long story short i asked hubi to find me a blogskin just out of random.. and then he calls me a few hours later telling me that he just changed it... and i dont have internet at work so yeaa... craping myself thinking that hes gonna cover it with pink flowers or something.. neways well i think its looking coolies.. lol the flashing pills seem to be very dizzy so yeaa...

whats been happening??? nothing much.. crap actuli i havtn posted is ages so yeaa.. i dont even know where to start.. been banned from hubis house.. witch is kinda odd.. lol .. hubis not talking to his mother now because of it.. ppl giveing us crap how we sound like we're dateing.. hurmz.. but if you reli think about it.. we went way past dateing ages ago.. oh wells.. lol

crap almost forgot.. the idiot kidnaps my blog and changes everything and put all these werid songs on there making it sound soo damn emo.. then he changes the password so i cant do anything about it.. and changes the email so that i cant reset it.. *bastard.. i think i should reli revise my password n i think its due time for a change.. oh and not use the same one for everything.. hurmz.. but its kinda safe on the other hand dont you think.. coz well you cant forget it then.. oh wells..

FACEBOOK.. well newly discovered mostly used by the amaricans.. they tried to petition to make it so that only US ppl could use it but i guess that didnt work out.. neways it in my opinion woops friendster/my space 's arse 50 fold its so much ezer to use and its kinda much more oginized.. oh wells.. it woops arse so get it..

ran in to one of my primary school mates on the bus to work.. that was so odd.. i havnt seen any of them in like 7-8 years... so yess. neways we jst talked crap about old teachers n classmates n found out he kept in touch with a few of them.. so yeaa got their contacts... i few freinds that i've been looking for for ages.. coz well i kinda just uped in left with out a word.. i blame having no internet as the cause.. well yea one of them is in england she was like my best friend primary school years.. so yea it was coolies to catch up.. neways it mite not sem that big of a deal.. but just looking around and well everyone else hanging with ppl they've kinda known for more then half their lifetime.. can't help but feel kinda jiped.. n hideing behind the reason that they all left to their own countries.. neways it was nice..

neways on other notes.. uncle roland out of no where asks nicky n esther to teach tell the world to all the sss peeps coz their gonna perform it on stage the coming sunday.. n well the rest of the senior 7 crew get roped in aswell.. but yeaa.. it was a massive mess coz we were like wth!?!?? they tried to show them the hillsong dvd of it.. but that was kinda screwing up coz well bahh.. thats not the point just that welll tell me sooner so i can test stuff and get it working!!! bahh.. neways everything being so last minite... other problems are a bunch of youth who honestly in my opinion dont reli give a rats arse about this so are looking entirely odd standin there in choir formation with blank faces n planted feet.. oh well.. particularly pissed off at the guys coz well.. with the 'i'm too cool for this' attitude just well... bah.. its just sad and pethatic... with thoughts of wacking them up side the heads to get over themselfs.. bahh...

hurmz.. caught a nameless two walking to the mrt station alone after they apparntly left like 3 hrs ago.. so yess. i have been sworn to secrecy so yess.. they just asking for it..

other then that nothing much.. got my driving test in like 14 days.. so yeaa.. oh great.. thats not scary no pressure there... *shudder..

hubi left after church to go see the doc coz his right eye was all cloudy.. so yeaa.. jane pissed at him for still driving.. lol..

the haze here is madness.. well it said 140 today i dont reli know what it means but reguardless it looks like genting highlands around here and well its all smoke from indo... trying to imagin how big a fire did they manage to build to kinda smoke out an entire island.. doesnt seem to be something ppl do by accdent.. neways its bad enuff that we're all warned to stay indoors...

my ipod mini is retarded.. it can play 4 songs after a full charge then die.. honestly it makes no sense to bring it out... its not a glorified radio... damn you apple!!! so yess.. desided that i shall get a zune when they come out coz yess.. apple sucks.. bahhh

neways the link to facebook is on the links if you cant already figure out for yourself that its just www.facebook.com so yeaa..

well i need to be up early and yeaa weird stuff happening at work so yess ttyl
oh yea and thanks kenny for being there..

and ermz.. as a passing comment

If I were an enzyme i would be DNA helicase so i could unzip your genes

laters ppl

say "Thank you Hubie~"

2006-10-16T14:34:00.000+08:00

Hubibi here atm hacking into ivanovitch's account. Seeing that he has asked me to find a new blogskin for him....TA DA!!!! And since it has been aaaaaggggggeeesssssss from the last bloggage, I shall do it for him~

He's been sleeping at my house recently, but also at the same time, got restricted by my mom [which I obviously got pissed at] and is still the same size since anyone else has seen him. He's also trying to somehow bring up the idea to my parents on getting me a synthesizer [god knows what for] for my bday. That is why in the TO DO LIST section, there is that PARTICULAR assignment for him~

Ivans wondering atm what i've done to his blog cos he has no access to the internet at work *evil grinz*

HEY ITS GOOD ALRIGHT!@#!@# you have no friggin idea how long it took to insert the links in...ASSSSSSSSS

and yea...his back is still screwed.....i think he won't live much longer...
*one minute of silence*
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AH WELL~

sorry...work here is boring too!@#!@#

AnyWAys....HOPE THIS IS GOOD ENOUGH!@#

to ivan:
DONT YOU DARE CHANGE THE SKIN OR I WILL SKIN YOU ALIVE!@#
took me ages to do this damn thing
ROOOOOOOOARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

just so happen to be here

2006-09-25T00:50:00.001+08:00

well havnt done this is a long time.. hurmz.. well i'm at hubis house atm.. at 0044hrs hubis got his driving in the morning... and well scaping a lift from him i guess bahh its like less the half the distance from his place to my camp then from mine to my camp.. lol been told i should just move here.. oh wells... been trying to figgerout port forwarding on hubis linksys router so he can host... [only you dota ppl will get this] but i'm doing eveything i can think of but it just doesnt seem to work.. as in it says its forwarded but like it still is a trap..

bahh neways work has been trying.. lol new officer is such a tool to the point where he wanted to charge me.. bahh neways i was damn pissed off at him... neways i spoke to aaron about it n he shed some light on it and eveything just seemed better..
lol the Assistant Commisioner came to speak to me about it n said if theres ne more problems to talk to him about it so yeaa.. neways i guesss everythings different under differnt lights... lol i have issues with authority... newyas my gramps is in hospital coz they found cancer so they had it removed but yea i havnt been over to vist him yet.. i think i'll go after my driving tml.. hope everything goes well.. been going clubing recently with gerald n stuff man its ex... neways starting to find it interesting...

crap neways hubis back n he needs to sleep so yeaa.. i shall just post this so yess.. newyas laters!!

-ivan

2006-09-25T00:50:00.000+08:00

obituary

2006-08-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

i was mucking around with the combos and this ones badarse

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

THIS IS A MASSIVE OMG MOMENT

2006-08-01T00:15:00.000+08:00

the pro-ness cannot be denied.. omg.. its reali long but omg i'll give you my guitar if your not impressed... respect to the crazy jap ppl who took the time and the effort to do this.. you have left me in speechless wonder

the quest to do whats right

2006-07-31T02:32:00.000+08:00

hurmz... well its 0230 in the morning and i got work tomorrow.. witch kinda means i dont have work tomorrow because well.. i feel like crap.. so off to the docters for me... hurmz.. kinda makes no sense that i'm still up typing away though but yess.. hurmz..

well my fones a bitc* i reali want to take a sledge-hammer to it but the fear of loosing my contacts seems to overide that urge.. bah.. damn fone..

met up with bowei today.. man havent seen that idiot in like 2 years.. last time he was talking about how he was going to NDU now hes leaving in 10 days to LA for uni.. gzz.. time passes so fast... hurmz.. come to think of it few other ppl leaving soon aswell. *sigh oh wells.. they shall be back.. and we shall be waiting for them..

reminded that we'er heading back to perth soon.. hubi still hasnt confermed anything about the visas or where the hell we're actuli staying.. still finding this whole thing a bit off.. hurmz.. well mom told me she an;t giving me no cash for this.. so yess.. not that i was reali expecting anything..

other stuff been on my mind.. like in POTC... there will come i time where you can do the right thing.. [well they say somthing along those lines.. i relai cant be bothered to go find it excatly] i love those moments... i love waveing at them as they past by... hurmz.. well feeling like an arse in general..

aaron said something to me before Alpha.. talking about how its by his grace and his love that we can serve.. and that all of us have been called to serve.. so reguardless of how retarded you may feel its not the point... hurmz.. he always seems to make so much sense..

went to liquid room the other day with gerald n hubi... well tech me and hubi got draged my gerald to the liquid room.. lol shack as hell and i was leading worship in the morning.. damn irresponsible.. bah.. neways.. it was coolies.. gerald trying to get me and hubi high.. me on the other hand.. not reacting to anything coz my stonedness seemed to override any sort of intoxicating substance trying to have its way with me.. hurmz.. neways geralds girl is badarse.. lol saved me from dieing at 5-10 lol *high5*

found a way to use gmail as a portable hd.. its madness.. gonna use it to pass the worship sample tracks around to the worship ppl.. as much as i think its wrong.. i think its the only way they're gonna get it coz well.. at times i just dont think they can be bothered..

need to get my hair cut.... ok this reli doesnt make a pragraph but oh wells.. go have a cry

misunderstandings misunderstood, could even time fix it all if i had enuff of it

neways just got the new hills album - mighty to save.. which bryan just happened to put in his shirt and run off home with it without telling me!!! gzz.. that was for me a very wth moment

spoke to cherms today on the mrt.. as in actuli had a proper conversation.. hurmz.. well this was after we bumped in to the CHC ppl in the train.. and they guessed my name was marcus coz my brothers name is lucas.. *clap* what brilliant duduction lol neways it was nice seeing them

sarah rocked up late like 20mins late for yag.. lol and shes my drumer.. oh wells.. actuli everyone else besides me was stressing out about it.. oh wells.. lol had to go 'samula' one of the songs coz well.. it started damn strange.. and non of the beats were right.. lol everything worked out fine in the end appart from me not figuring out how to cue yag that i'm repeating parts.. wondering if 'from the inside out' is getting a bit overplayed

oh yea hubi stayed over at my place after clubing with gerald.. man he brought his whole manucure set over.. plus the make-up kit.. lol the soap cap came out in his bag when he was at church so hes soaked yet again another bible.. oh and found out that the bible i gave him.. he apparently destroyed it ages ago and just bought one simmlier in replacement so i wouldnt notic... bahhh

oh just before i forget the first thing hubi says to me in the morning when we wake up is 'coz i have a tight ass..' he said it so matter of factly that i cracked up.. lol neways hansolo ended up talkign about it infront of one of the junior sunday school boys and now he calls hubert uncle tight ass.. rofl

neways coz its now freaking 0323 atm.. i think i should reali get to bed ur i might not even wake up in time to see the docs

neways peace out 'wow i sound to black'

-ivan

ps for all of you who know jon cho or actuli even if you dont.. please rmb to keep him in prayer.. hellweek aproches

dont laugh

2006-07-28T00:08:00.000+08:00

scary shite

2006-07-24T01:14:00.000+08:00

ok i'm freaked don't know about you but well it was kinda scary for me...

EPIC - media history

i imagin this is what cho would look like if he was dancing in his NDU speedos

2006-07-19T00:25:00.000+08:00

WORLD CUP FINALS AT BFEC

2006-07-17T23:31:00.001+08:00

i looke like a freak in some of them though.. lol

Link

LAUGHED TILL I FELT LIKE PUKEING

2006-07-07T00:15:00.000+08:00

LINK - JAP LIBRARY GAMESHOW

long overdue

2006-07-04T18:39:00.000+08:00

Well hello boys and girls.. aunties and uncles.. crap.. ok i guess the point was only to say hi.. but yess.. GREETINGS to u all.. kk first and formost i guess need to tie off some loose ends so ermz.. the most far back i can think of is SSS camp so yess.. would like to say for the record PAUL is the man.. lol he has expressed dire hatred for camps yet plans and runs one for SSS and well a bit last minuite but it was a blast.. lol nice time to catch up with the senior 7 crew again.. since everyones in uni poly and NS so yess.. havnt had time to reali see each other besides all the hi's and bye's in the chapel.. oh wells.. we still as always work well with eatch other.. lol jme and cho with all the warffles and the tiki squad.. hurmz.. all the drinking games to finish the blue pot of whatever.... and paul killing himself. *sigh.. oh wells.. moving on.. YAG camp.. hurmz.. well i was the worship IC so yes.. as always i left everything to the last minuite and ended up informing the worship leaders a week before camp that they were leading.. and haveing prac from 1800-2300 the two days before camp and whats more didnt get to pick the songs for xin yi and my 1hr session till 5am on the day of camp.. which corrie xin yi and me stayed up to do till by the time i showered set my alarm and went to bed by the time my head hit the pillow i think i barely closed my eyes and was awoken by my alarm.. at 0630 bah... madness well with all the early morning prac's for the days sessions lets just say i think i ran the worship team like a slave driver.. hurmz.. well would just like to give all glory to the Big Guy [i previously wrote Bug Guy.. corrie laughing so hard at my mistakes till she woke up her parents] coz well.. it all worked out.. amazing an't he.. hurmz.. oh and would like to give a big shout out to aaron who if didnt get on my case nothing would have been done.. ermz.. xin yi and corrie for helping me along.. lol queen sharron and king nick for being the camp mommy and daddy.. lol ermz.. and well the rest of the team.. wow i think i've learnt so much from those 4 days.. bah... scared as i was.. neways aaron has taken me under his wing.. so i hope he uses roll-on.. ok bad joke but yess. neways world cup finals are happening at church and well i kinda got arrowed to lead worship before hand so yess.. stress... so yess keep me in prayer guys.. nicky kinda chose all the songs though so theres like 15 of them.. Oo thats alot but well i dont reali get whats going on so yess.. oh would like to note PRAYER AND ENCORUGEMENT[i know i spelt that wrong] but yess.. taken from samuels 'shareing' for the most part the only thing i could rmb from all the speakers.. oh ermz... top 4 eligible bachlors from YAG are samuel james paul and cho lol.. girls are julz and crap.. i cant rmb.. lol the lists got so screwed around.. rofl.. oh wells.. neways on other notes now its just cpl-toh lcp-ivan and pte-ng doing the job at work coz well sgt-hendra is clearing scpl-abdullah aslwell.. and mr civilian edwin has distrupted to go poly it out at SP so yess... hurmz.. now i think that i've inda covered all that i was attending to write about... ermz.. corrie is leaving in aug.. 3 of 2 days after me and the hubinator leaves toe perth so yess.. its odd... turns out she'll be sending us off.. odd as hell.. just doesnt seem right.. oh wells.. hubi was the one hu booked it so yeaa..hurmz.. everythings coolies with the cho and corrie thignie now.. thanking God for answering my prayers lol.. idiots dont even know what they weren't talking for neways... *sigh kids.. hurmz.. i need to burn the crap off my laptop soon coz yes as always running outa space.. man these anime eps' are like ninjas creeping up on u from nowhere.. kinda like kenny driving 'that tree suddenly came out of nowhere' hurmz.. the nokia 6111 is the worst fone ever made so yess.. dont buy it... one of the dumbest buys i've made along side with.. with... with... crap ok i can imagin it was so dumb that i blocked it outa my mind to spare myself the embarisment[that too i know i spelt wrong] so yess.. hurmz.. i guess to sum up made new friends, expecting great things for YAG and SSS [whats with singapore and all the acronyms] becomeing somewhat more reliable.. i think? *scratch head* driving starts tml well actual driving part of it.. ermz.. making an effort to talk to my mom.. as hard as it is some times i guess it'll all work out in the end.. so yeaa.. hurmz.. cheers to the Big Man for getting me through this far.. ermz.. and looking forward to the perth trip.. shall be nice to catch up with all the perthies meimei and hubi hu i dont reali see often compared to back in the boarding days.. *sigh neways all u ppl take care.. and have a great week.. laters ppl.. oh and all of u ppl in singapore reading this and are gonna be watching the game on sun night/mon morn would like to invite u all to BFEC for satay supper..[apparently theres alota satay.. i'm quite scared] and random other stuff and ofcourse the game so yess.. see ya there!

-ivan

for enquiries u can reach me at +65 97646577 laters peeps

why do i do the things i do -no reference

2006-06-29T23:27:00.001+08:00

well found this on kennys blog.. thought it was interesting so yess.. shall fill it out myself.. but on another note.. i should reali blog about YAG camp and well part of SSS camp.. but yess.. seeing as its 2326 atm.. and i need to be up at 6 i shall leave it for another time.. coz well i think it deserves a better expose then one i can wip out in this limited time frame.. n the other reason is coz corrie keeps bugging me to post.. n well so do the rest of the perthies.. but well corrie just happens to say it more coz well.. shes in the country where i am currenly residing in.. blah blah blah.. on another note.. i've had something odd mentioned to me today.. but seeing as i dont think it has very much practical implications and i think i know the person well enuff to speculate that well person'A' is in a trying/shake-y [these words dont reli cut what i'm trying to say here but yess.. i have no time to ponder anymore] period of their life atm so yess.. i shall have a disposed stance on the matter..[btw i have no clue wth i just said in the last 6 lines]

ANYWAYS i should get on to this listy thingie.. but first i need to wear some clothes coz well.. i just got outa the shower..AND NO!!! i got a damn towel gzzz.. u sick sick ppl.. and if i'm correct theres questions about clothing below and well its just obseen..

10 FIRSTS:

First Best Friend: jane chan n leon mok.. i think.. hurmz..
First Nick Name: ivan? ivan the terrible?? or ivan the great.. hurmz.. IVAN HO!!
First Pet: goldfish.. they died... then had turtles then i think an aunt threw them out coz they came from a temple or something.. evil...
First Piercing: ermz.. i donno.. 17-18??
First Crush: oh dear.. it thinki was 6..
First CD: westlife.. lol.. then britny... gzz. britny is a freak
First Car: getting a licence.. ermz.. first car driven?? dads merc.. well i got to stear
First Alcoholic Drink: ermz.. either wine or beer.. i think it was beer.. my gamps is a mad drinker..
First Kiss: ermz.. i cant remember how old i was.. but i remba it was at school.. and well i'm not telling u hu!!!
First Stuffed Animal: hurmz.. i donno... dear dear i think it was a bear of some sort.. i had a few.. cant keep them no more.. coz well i'm allergic.. to dust.. and well mom baged all of them in to plastic bags and put them on the shelf... they look kinda freaky now..

NINE LASTS:

Last Alchoholic Beverage: shots of some sort.. i cant rmb what they were of though
Last Car ride: my sir sent me to the train station.. oh wait.. nnoo my mom picked me up from the train station and brought me home..
Last Movie Seen: blade trinity.. again.. well i was watching it at work.. kinda brodcasted it to all the divisions
Last Phone Call: corrie... while she stuffs her face with pomelo.. ewww.. with the church peeps in the playground below her house.
Last Song Played: M-Flo Loves Yoshika - Let Go dont ask.. mish sent it to me.. the chick is cool.. the dude is anoying..
Last Arguement: ermz... i cant rmb..
Last Meal: lasagana?? is that how u spell it?
Last time in love: indescribable
Last time you Cried: camp.. i'm such a pansy

EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS:

Have you ever dated one of your best friends: yes
Have you ever been arrested? rofl.. kennys ans is retarded lol.. ermz.. i almost got arrested
Have you ever skinny dipped: not that i know of
Have you ever been on tv: yes.. oh dear..
Have you ever been drunk? dont think so.. i do odd things when i'm tipsy.. i do odd things when i'm not.. so yess. hurmz.. *ponder ponder
Have you ever kissed someone, and then regretted it? er.. yes? coz i think i was bad at it..
Have you ever had a sex dream about someone? Oo
Have you ever been stoned? yes.. but not in the druged up way..

SEVEN THINGS YOU ARE WEARING: crap going to go change now...

1. boxers
2. erm.. and a jumper..
3.
4.
5.
6.
7. i agree with kennys statment.. wthh.. hu wheres that much clothing at home is general.. gzz.. FREAKS!! ALL OF YOU!! [gives kenny high five] [questioning if that was apropreate with the whole lack of clothing] [shudder]

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY:

1. woke up late
2. took the mrt/bus
3. walked in to camp late and didnt get stopped [odd]
4. figgered out what was galations 2:20
5. blogged
6. have figgered how to get jons dv's back to him.. kinda..

FIVE PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO:

1. the Big Guy
2. hui
3. corrie
4. aaron
5. jade and theres a few others but actuli only the Big Guy reali counts

FOUR FAVORITE THINGS IN NO ORDER:

1. laptop
2. worship
3. anime
4. hang

THREE CHOICES:

1. Black or white: crap.. well i'm wearing white atm.. so yes white.. but black makes u look skinnier.. damnit!!!
2. Hot or Cold: cold.. 'coz u can always wear more clothing
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla.. coz.. i just do!!! damn u leave me alone!

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

1. live a life worthy to be rmbed
2. get married have kids and for them to be fine when i leave

ONE THING YOU REGRET: that my dad an't around

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because charms is bugging me i shall just quote here and say that:

charmaine is a very old friend! she is the BEST!

CORRIE OFFICIALLY PWNED.... herself.. lol

2006-06-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

"makes me think about sex.. coz its all i think about"

oh realy corrie thats like so nice of u to share that with me...ROFL!!! btw she was saying this in referance to the word copious... coz for some reason i mostly say it in a sexual context... but still!! ROFL!! *tsk tsk corrie*

time has come and gone

2006-05-28T23:52:00.000+08:00

well hubert made a blog.. wow.. strange.. i think corrie had something to do with it.. damn her and her influence.. not that i'm unhappy about him having a blog just that well.. hurmz.. lol shes a bit like that.. oh wells.. on another note things to thank the big G O D for.. ermz.. well i went with a whole bunch off the church ppl to watch x-men [yikes jean is scary.. ohh and kitty is dammmnnnnn hotttt.....] and well.. i kinda left my bennie in there.. well i think it fell out of my pocket.. so yess.. neways an hr later i relise.. and well i run up there thinking shitt...hurmz.. well the movie is kinda showing in the cinema where i was so that was shitty.. they let me go n check though so that was nice but yea.. didnt find nething.. damn.. well kinda walked out disappointed.. coz yeaa. i kinda liked that bennie... neways left my name and number just in case.. so yes proceeded to go back dwn stairs to meet bry n the hans... neways as i walked i kinda was just giving a comment to the Big Guy and well just telling him well it would be nice if i could get it back.. but if it didnt turn out it would be cool.. just yea.. it would be nice.. neways about half way dwn... my fone rings.. and i'm like hello???.. its the dude calling saying they found it and to come back and collect it.. so yes.. *sicknuts! neways i rush up and he returns it i thank them profusely.. neways apparently the cleaners had it.. lol the other dude starts telling me the cleaners were trying to steal it lol oh wells.. thats not reli the point i'm getting at though.. neways... yeaa.. so yes.. he does answer.. other then that.. ermz.. well i dont reli know if theres a follow through with this but apparently huberts dad offered to pay for a trip back to perth for me... yes.. i noe.. WTH???!? neways i'm kinda stuned atm.. so yea.. but yeaa.. i guess its another example of the favor... like with the leongs in perth and all the rest and well having random uncles who buy me laptops n ipods.. so yeaa.. i guess i just want to be grateful.. coz i know i dont on any level deserve it.. hurmz.. nweays i best be going to bed.. coz yeaa.. i got work.. *sob.. oh and another thingie favor at work coz my sir is Christian n well.. my times are flexable so i'm doing my driving atm.. and i get to still do all the church stuff... so yeaa.. other then that he keeps telling me how he wants to promote me so yess... he says i deserve it but yess.. as all of u who know me.. i'm getting spoilt.. oh wells.. just thoughts i guess neways catch up with u all soon.. take care n God Bless...

-ivan

how canned soup is really made... cool..

2006-05-14T21:17:00.001+08:00

things to think about

2006-04-28T20:39:00.001+08:00

well being reminded to aim high cant be a bad thing.. but yess.. stumbled on to some random quote site n well these were the ones that stood out.. so yess..
Aim High.

If you hit every time ... the target is too near

or too big.

- Tom Hirshfield

the whole 'do as i say, not as i do' phrase comes to mind... dont reli know where i'm trying to reference this to but yess..

You can only lead others where you yourself

are prepared to go.

- Lachlan McLean

neways on another note.. just kinda found the one below kinda odd.. yet true in some reli twisted way.. *ponder ponder*

Top executives should rate their subordinates on loyalty and competence. Those who are more loyal than competent should be fired
because they are the dangerous ones.
They will stay forever while other more competent,
less loyal people will jump ship
as problems develop.

And the loyal, noncompetent subordinates will “protect”
their bosses from the truth. Reality will be
too threatening and ugly.

When truth dies, really bad things happen.

- Shapiro, Slywotzky and Tedlow

hurmz... well that was a differnt way to start the entry.. neways as allways i shall continue on my rant about 'what the HEY' [cheers to kenny] i'm doing.. so yess.. neways where shall i start? *sigh.. i guess here sounds right enuff.. so yess.. sitting at that new desk i got in my room in that new chair.. well if u read my previous posts u whould noe.. so yess.. the room is looking better.. still using my cuz's laptop coz well my newly repaired powerbook still dont got a hard drive.. so even if i tried to use it well it just wouldnt work out.. so yes my uncle is coming over later tml to pick it up and soop it up with a 80G HD n well all the other windows apparel.. hopefuly i get it back soon coz well no offence but the laptop i'm on currently is as slow as a brick going uphill.. ok fine.. its a bit faster then that... but u get the picture.. [sorry out of point but yes.. just being reminded of the time i was talking to hansolo.. and said somthing along the lines of 'i'll snap u like a brick' and there was this long pause which then came the response 'u snap bricks? Oo' ] neways listening to my questionable ipod mini pluged into the 2 of 6 speekers in my room[dont ask], its soo gonna die on me soon.. it kinda feels like driving the car at full pelt after the tires blow till it grinds dwn to the axles n starts running in stationary with the high pitch squeltch somewhat like the whole fingernails on the blackboard.
man what is with all the visualations [is that even a word]

fixed my guitar.. that whole solder thingie job turned out a but easier [cheers to koji for the transport] then i whould have imagined.. but on the other hand getting the jack-port back in to its place was a beatch.. in the process i destroyed 1 coathanger.. doesn't make sense does it? lol.. neways it works now.. but i restringed the guitar with mediums insted of my useal lights n well i dont like the meds.. oh and on another note figgered the strings snaped so easily coz i was useing extra lights previously.. so yess.. i have concluded lights are the only babys going on my vanessa[thats the name of the guitar.. yes we name our guitars... stop looking at me strange.. *evils*]

work.. hurmz.. the last 2 days have been great actuli.. not reli sure why.. but they have been much better then normal.. besides that i've taken a cab to camp everyday this week..its gotten so bad that i even bumped in to the same cab driver 3 times.. nways its a reli retarded thing coz well i'm short cash.. gzz.. so i dont reli need the extra expenditure.. argg.. dont even notice the allarm go off in the mornin nomore.. so yess. i reli need to be getting to the sleeping atleast before 11.. 2300hrs.. man if i keep this up i'm gonna get sick again..

oh news.. i find out on tuesday if i'm gettting promoted.. *yay* fingers crossed.. well i would cross everything else to but images of cory crossing his legs till he passed out on the floor haunt me still to this day. oh and my sir gave me a lift to the mr.T today coz it was raining. so yess.. found out his opinions about the other guys in our department n the regulars so yes.. it was an interesting insite..

talkin to hubi on the fone now.. hes talking about headjobs with or without condoms.. i reali have no clue.. hes readin som reali warped forum before this there was a guy requesting 'Anyone has any tips on how to ditch a girl in the nicest way possible ?' the first reply was 'lol...ditch means ditch liao...still gt nicest way?' dear dear.. the one after that goes 'watched brokeback mountain?' lol

anyways i cant think no more and well if i write nemore i dont think neones gonna read it so yess.. laters ppl

-ivan

'caught in the mercy fallout'

nothing to talk about..

2006-04-26T00:13:00.000+08:00

well i'm on my cuz's laptop.. its kinda ancient so yess.. its laggy.. even to open my computer.. but well i can use the net so its better then nothing.. oh wells.. he actuli lent it to me about a month ago but i havent gotten a chance to use it coz well i didnt have to pwer pack.. oh wells.. mom went to pick it up yesterday so yess... coolies to mom.. lol..

neways talking to corrie [yes i spelt it correctli u dumbsmart! but just because u asked i shall spell it wrong!!! muhahhah ] corrieieiriieiciieirie.. ok that was a bitt odd.. ohh corrie says hi everyone.. n that apparently today three ppl asked her if she had a boyfriend.. and she said YESSS YESS YESSS!! kk i wish she would have.. coz yess.. that would have been funni.. lol she said no btw.. but she actuli was thinking yes.. lol.. she is currently threatening to kill me now if i say nething stupid.. *sigh.. the dumb little girl.. too all hu noe me best u noe that was a challenge.. lol.. corrie after 1 whole year still hasnt got it.. lol

kk sent my actul laptop to the repair n well apparenly there was like a whole lot wrong with it that i knew about.. just that well appretnly there was a shite load of mold inside when they opened it up.. i was like wow... how did that happen??.. hurmz.. well i havent touched it it 8 months so yeaa.. i guess shit happens.. lol oh wells the gd news is i get back some time this week.. so *yay..

other note.. i apprently lost roxanne's nano red sticker.. n well i dont even remember it.. but well was out with mark n daryl so whent to see if i could get it replaced.. but no luck.. apparently u need to buy the whole damn caseing which is like 40 bucks so yes.. for a sticker... dumb idea... well i should be going ot simlim dis weekend n d shop guy said i mite be able to find it there.. so yess..

for lack of nething better to talk about i shall leave you with dis.. have fun!

stupied things that corrie has belived this week:

-hubert is moving to city harvest
-hui n bry were scared to talk to corrie when they first met coz she looked reli bitchy

random quote
corrie: i don't noe i dont remmember any thing
[me thinking to myself: no shit]

laters ppl!!

-ivan

*note: missing mei *sob

to a friend

2006-04-12T00:06:00.000+08:00

as you embark on this road where ever it may take you, trust that it'll all turn out for the best, drifted appart as it we may be, i have faith that our paths will cross again, a gental reminder that my best wishes and thoughts are with you always constantly in prayer.. look unto the prize

"He took the weight of the world on His shoulders"

sincerely

ivan

bite the bullet

2006-03-24T20:58:00.001+08:00

i set fire to the school today.. dont ask why.. i guess the only explination is... well i had nothing better to do i guess.... hurm.. i reli wonder why i just had that thought in my head... neways.. today i spent the whole day in the auditorium.. its a nice place i guess i call it the ISU cell.. coz well i've spent the last to days there.. for the most part i'm there coz we're testing the video conferencing system because well.. i think we got sum event comming up that requires us to be multi-casting a live vid feed to all 4 divisions.. some sorta learning day thingie.. neways the u think it would be quite simple.. call in to the server.. and wala.. but noooo.. somehow or other.. it just an't like that.. theres screaming feedback, unending audio loops and about a 3 second delay.. *smackforehead* so appart from the anoying noise thats starting to make me feel like there are powertools boring holes into my head in search of higher inteligence..

gzz good luck finding that. neways well another point to mention is well i'm in the control room.. and in the control room theres amps and other misc. equipment.. but the thing u want to noe about these various inventions.. is well they kinda generate alota heat when opperating.. so yess.. sorry for the long winded explination but yes.. neways baring that whole heating thing in mind.. the aircondishioning system in the audi is joined to the control room so yess.. aircon in the audi = aircon in the control room kk that in its self is a retarded setup but yess.. i shall bitch about that at another time.. neways the point is well if theres like only a few ppl in the audi FCC [fire command control] wont switch on the cooling system.. so yess.. lifes a bitch at times.. so apart from the lack of O2 in the room coz its getting stuffy as ell i practicali got a heater aswell.. gzz..

neways i finali get it sorted and call in a favor from a major to call and get it turned on.. oh wells.. wait a sec.. now i noe y i was thinking about fire.. lol.. kk note.. equipment heats up.. and well normali these things are opperated in a cooled environment so yess.. today we were pondering the sinario of it heating up and catching on fire... hurmz.. i guess that would show them a lesson.. now i'm just asking the question is it moraly right to let that happen.. *ponder ponder ponder*

the dangers of cell phones

2006-03-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

neways just a random pic to get the ball rolling... hurmz... whats been happening?!?! kk i'm just gonna blurt out whatevers in my damn head in no particular order.. messy? yes i noee.. DEAL WITH IT!!! *grins.. neways hurmz.. well i led worship offichali for the first time last last sunday.. *ponder ponder for those of u hu cant be bothered figgering out when that was it was the 12th March 2006 hurmz.. about 5months in to my ns.. hurmz... oh wells.. stressed as i was... it turned out well... i think.. oh wells.. 3 cheers for the Big Guy without whom i would have totali screwed it.. hurmz... neways ermz.. its hubi's birthday on sundays.. gzz.. the bastards getting old.. 19 i think.. dear dear.. lol ohh and yes cant forget the little sis either.. the big 18.. gzz.. i guess shes getting old aswells.. *sigh i guess thats what kids do on ya.. *sigh i rmb back in the day when they were just crawling around the living room *sigh.. wait a sec.. that cant be right.. i didnt even noe them then.. hurmz... somethings amiss.. *shiffty eyes* neways hui i hope u liek teh ear rings/studs/wateva.. hurmz.. i guess i got that sorted.. gzz.. hubis one is still in the idea prossessing stage.. corrie keeps pestering me to think.. cant think of nething..!!! should i get hima gf?? lol.. rofl.. neays on tha more sensible note.. i think i'm screwed... *sob.. worse comes to worse i'll go buy him a superman costume [dont ask.. long story] NEWAYS!! crap lost my train of thought.. *note to self.. do not run msn while blogging.. *slap

ermz.. work has been interesting i guess settling dwn getting use to the ppl.. ohh got underlings now... so yes.. thats always gd.. bry has enlisted and wells fingers crossed he;ll want to join me.. *sigh.. but oh wells.. the guys pes A so well.. honestly if i were him i would want to me a firefighting officer.. but well.. i guess i'll just have to wait and see.. hurmz.. yag cell has picked up.. i gues everythin was screwed coz no one reli knew each other.. on another note.. been reli fustrated wif well worship related issues.. but i dont think mentioning them here would be very apropreat so yess.. its just been bothered me alot more resently but i find refruge in the fact its not permenant and that i'm not standing alone.. hurmz..

jonny cho got past d 2nd stage of sgidol.. hurmz.. lol..so sureal.. oh wells.. hope everything works out wif idol n NDU.. so yess. thats navel diveing unit for all u noobs.. hurmz..

oh the UN had some sorta meeting at CDHQ last week and wells i was called dwn there to give liek tech support.. dont ask.. its retarded.. neways it was like 7 guys discusing international training or sumthing or other.. neways we were suposed to supply them with like a wireless network so they can like check their email n surf the web.. and well it took us 2 days to figger out how to do that!!! i noe what ur thinking but its not my falt..!! all i'm suposed to do is plug the damn thing in and well nothing else reli coz it should be working by then.. btw i'm not allowed to do nething other then that.. coz yess.. no security clearance!!! *waves fist.. neways but just a thought were suposed to be responsible for island wide safety, emergency kinda stuff.. and we take 2 days to give UN ppl internet access.. RETARDED... arrh.. neways it so happens there was some guy from australia and well.. just the sound of the acent made me miss d dwn under.. *sigh.. home is where the heart is i guess..

neways my room is slowly but surely getting ermz.. sorted.. i kinda still have boxs everywhere gzz.. loving my chair btw.. hurmz.. i think my brain has kinda rolled to a halt so yesss... thinking is takeing a bit to much effort as i feel like i may spare currently so yess.. but as a note i still havent gotten the ok from the parental for a new desktop.. well its either that or repair the old laptop but yess.. i honestly reckon its a giant waste of cash reparing that scrapheap.. oh wells.. neways till we meet again i suppose... my the force be with you... and you and you and you...

-ivan

l33tn355 [leetness]

2006-03-04T00:49:00.000+08:00

ok heres the deal i got my new desk and rolly chair from ikea.. its l33t.. so to all u perthies coming dwn at the ned of this year accomidation should be a whole lota sweeter... neways would like to take this time to thank formaly..

my mom.. for paying for this whole endevor..
aunty veronica han [hansolo and mark's mother].. for lending me her car to transport all the stuff back to my place..
oh and lastly mr jonny one-arm.. for helping me put this whole damn thingie together
[note aunty veronica thought jon worked for ikea and was wondering y he was wearing a sling.. lol]

kk well i'm kinda shack so yess.. i shall make this quick...

kk timeline starting at 1830 we loaded the stuff in to the car [btw its a massive car] neways got to my place lets say about 1845-1900 brought it all up to the house ermz.. 1920? ermz.. kinda did a bit of planning while waiting for dinner to be ready.. neways started at ermz. 8ish i would say and well blah blah blah finished at 1030 where jon left in a cab to head home n make fone calls.. lol sorry for keeping u out so late one-arm neways here are the following pictures.. oh n btw the other guy in the pics is jonny one.. happy viewing.. oh n yess that is a giant banana on my bed.. courtesy of my adorable lil sister

fightingmachine

2006-03-01T01:10:00.000+08:00

sorry was going through my pics and well couldnt help but yeaa.. u'll understand... hehe fighting machine *rwar

someday i'll fly away

2006-03-01T00:37:00.000+08:00

hurmz.. as i went through most of my friends blogs and relised mine lacks colour and well.. pictures.. and so yess.. i shall progress to post some pics.. but before that a quick post.. had a fight with my mom.. about well.. retarded thingies.. i guess things in that department arnt going so well.. but i guess they never were so i guess i'm used to it.. oh wells.. neways thanks corrie for letting me spill.. but sorry for putting u on the spot there so yea.. ohh been on mc for the last 2 days coz i had a reli damn bad cold n well.. couldnt get ne sleep and woke up dis morning wif a reli sore neck and back.. so yeaa.. nweays feeling whole lota better atm.. so yess.. off to work as usual tml.. *sigh... lol all the seniors just msged me saying they wern't coming so yess.. lol funni oh wells.. neways off to the posting of pics.. sorry for the out of pointness though... they're all i could find.. [note: pics are ramdom.. but rewards for figgering out which one's me]

me and the bro at hocks n mable's wedding
wahh!?!? cancer!!?.. i think hubis got cancer.. of the hair?

btw thats my uncle in the middle it was retro night

C3 cubeicon system [995 call opperator]

infocomms final exe [matra-set baby!]

me and my bro poseing... dont askk... dru had a new camera

shells?

man that must have been fun

Oo

dads funky shorts

ZZZZZZzzzz....

i reli dont remba wearing a bib..

omg my bro is bald

birthday?

i think i liked my bro better when he was little

baby tazan?

BOO!

y does my bro have a stick?

pose?

some birthday..

me and my BRTC buddy chinaman

dwn with a cold

2006-02-26T20:37:00.000+08:00

*sigh.. neways dwn with a cold... it sucks being sick.. well i'm not one of those people who get sick all the time so i guess i got something to thank God for... lol.. dwn with a cold... nose runnning laps around me... and its well complicated to breathe.. and i think somehow or other its making my back hurt a whole lot more then normal... gzz.z. hurmz.. actuli i mite think mark seow jumping on me mite have attributed to that in some way.. neways noones in my house atm besides me and the maid.. i'm in my room and shes... well she watching tv... so strange she has nazied my damn tv.. oh wells.. not like i reli wanted to watch nething neways.. shes watching evolution.. u noe the movie about that rock falling from the sky and all these alien thingies start growing.. oh wells.. neways its kinda funni coz i can here her freaking out at all the ewww stuff.. strange and shes the one hu clears the dead roaches.. hurmz.. oh wells.. on my moms mac... i reli hate macs... to all u mac users out there... i reli hate ur computer.. it mite look cool.. but omg... i guess the quote 'make a computer and idiot can use only and idiot will use it' comes to mind.. OH U HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT COMMENT IS IT?!?! BRING IT!!! [side note: mr swanson from family guy is the man!] paragraph break!

hurmz... theres got to be some sorta formula that tells me when to do that... *ponder ponder* oh wells.. kenny glad to see ur blgo risen from the dead.. and i hate u for that damn banana comment!! pox on ur house! may ur neighbors piss u off.. lol... OOoo speaking of neighbors.. *sigh i miss perth.. lol atleast auz land.. lol watching that half hour of cheesey tv series after our usual 6pm boardinghouse slop... *sigh.. damn u hubi u owe me 15 bucks!!! fine.. be technical!!! u dooff... 14.30... u happy now?!?!? gzzzz... oh and a note to all u people.. marrages are bad idea... gzz... its arguments after arguments... and a whole lotta violence.. example A : me and hubi.. [disclaimer we are not actuli married.. and on no lvl gay] neways.. crap i think i'm gonna regret typing that laters.... oh wells.. what doesnt kill u makes u stronger... or in other cases just causes u physical trauma... *sigh...

corrie u owe me money!! grrr... ohh an hansolo.. wth... u freaks.. i got 1buck in my bank account and u borrow money off me?!?!/ what a great idea.. gzz.z. i;m reli not seeing any sence in this... oh wells.. neways on another note... wishing all u ppl getting ur A lvl results back ermz.. ... happy results??.. ok that went a whole lot less retarded in my head.. hurmz... now my head draws a blank.. ohhhh thats it!!!! wishing all u auzi uni ppl a pleasent year... may u not all get lazy because ur lecturers dont chase u up for ur projects..

ohh another thingie.. theres a guy in my department in SCDF and well hes chinese.. but he holds a US passport.. he enlisted when he was 20.. and well turned 21 while in ns.. neways the point here is at 21 he has choose between being and amarican or singaporen... which he chose the latter.. so yess.. now i;m thinking soo now theres and amarican serveing in the singpore ns thingie.. and because hes no longer a singaporen they have to give him PR so that he can stay and do his 2 years and 2 months of service to the country that coz reli nothing to do with him any more.. *note he plans to move to the US to study appon ORDing.. so yess.. wth?!?!?!.. talk about making no sence.. oh wells.. strange... ohh after he ORD's his PR isnt falid so yesss.. weirdass gov'ment *sigh.. oh wells.. oh some founding father of singapore died the other day... it wasnt reli all that memorbal for me besides the fact that all the roads around thee ct were blocked.. so yess.. my condolences... neways i best be off.. getting sicker by the minuite.. so yess... laters ppl..

navi

ps CORRIE U OWE ME MORE MONEY!!! EWWWWWW

been a long time since i've been here

2006-02-26T00:32:00.000+08:00

hellos all please disreguard all the previous post from the editor mainly because i think she's a bit not right up there.. neways wow.. havnt posted in ages.... nooo dis post doesnt mean i got a new computer... altho *sigh... well if u wanna buy me one i shall be most thankful.. neways... at the hubinators house.. we have been webcaming wif corrie the intelligent.. so yess.. neways she has gone to sleeps.. i am now currently burning anime off hubis comp coz well he dont got enuff memory.. the damn lazy bugger.. gzz... neways hurmz newas i thikni shall digress nothing reli dat interesting over here besides trying to fix up hubis lava lamp at the same time... its actuli looking reli bad.d.. so yess.. i shall figger out if it was a gd idea to turn it on in the morning when it shal either be working or blowen up and covered hubis computer in a sludge like green goo.. honnestly the damn thingie looks like a one of those giant glass jars that have random thingies floating in them.. like i donno hurmz.. neways looks like a massive wad of snot floating in suspension...

kk neways!! was at acjc talent night.. nicky cho solo n ian and clement were performing even thou like only 2 of them actuli go to the school.. oh wells.. they performed suspenshion by mae and accdently in love by whoeva sang dat song.. oh wells.. neways dats not reli wat i was trying to get at.. well as i sat there checking out the sceanery thinking to my self.. and well ian agrees with me... neways it was the question of why the ell did we go overseas to study and in all boy schools fo that matter.. omgg.. neways lets just say the acjc girls faculty is quite plesent to the eyes.. neways..

works been a drag.... sigh... oh yeaa.. and kennys gone... oh wait.. lol most of u should have known that some of the crew came up to the island to vist.. so yess.. kenny was staying at my place.. and managed to kick me off my own darn bed.. the bastard!! oh wells.. man theres way too much to say... neways miss u guys all heaps.. so yess.. *sigh..

crap neways i got to be up early tml.. and well i cant think of nething else to so yes.. i shall sign it off now.. laters ppl

-navi
[satus : wasted]

ps: i think my ipod just died on me... arggg..

you can delete this.

2006-02-22T23:31:00.000+08:00

you still have my norah jones cd.
wth.
biatch.
send it back.
"love you" - peter griffin.

questionable content : parental advisory required

f it

productive

productive

k finished

pro-crass-tea-nae-e-shion

ROFL

numb..

nothing in particular

self explainitory

flashed..

i hate you hansolo

OOooo

- Thank Me Again! -

hmm happy chinese new year

time to grow up

HAPPY EARLY 21ST BIRTHDAY IVAN!!!

youtube testing

my usefulness is in suspension

cooking lessons

meaning of life

CRAP!!

wish it always worked like that

Dear Santa

greetings from china

short n sharp

Klacid is my friend

for you i will

fake MCs turn to real ones

self-esteem issues

iven

slacker

bugeater

most interesting thing today

go fly kite

PASSED WITH 6 POINTS

drum machine -stolen from mish

test is on monday.. *shudder*

tired as hell..

OOo net at work.. feat. CSM Jay

smaller spaces

off today

herded like ants

lookin back over the week

the pain lets you know your alive.

30hr shifts.. man that sucked

the pill people look dizzy

say "Thank you Hubie~"

just so happen to be here

obituary

THIS IS A MASSIVE OMG MOMENT

the quest to do whats right

dont laugh

scary shite

i imagin this is what cho would look like if he was dancing in his NDU speedos

WORLD CUP FINALS AT BFEC

LAUGHED TILL I FELT LIKE PUKEING

long overdue

why do i do the things i do -no reference

CORRIE OFFICIALLY PWNED.... herself.. lol

time has come and gone

how canned soup is really made... cool..

things to think about

nothing to talk about..

to a friend

bite the bullet

the dangers of cell phones

l33tn355 [leetness]

fightingmachine

someday i'll fly away

dwn with a cold

been a long time since i've been here

you can delete this.

test is on monday.. shudder